Ferynn Lim

Thank You

2011-05-27T00:39:00.001+08:00

Today is one of those days when I thought of giving up but you give me strength to carry on.

I love you daddy.
Thankyou. ♥

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Botanic Garden

2011-03-31T15:32:00.002+08:00

been so bz and im so so sooooo lazy to blog! ;< nothing's motivating me to blog. viewership dropped tremendously every since i stopped blogging few months ago. lol. i get really sian whnever i logged in to nuffnang to see those stats. omg. ): WHYYYYYY! WHY LIKE THISSSSSSSSSS. >.>

so much pictures to share but thrs nth i feel like blogging abt. whn i think alot, i'll pen down so much thoughts & dont feel like sharing any pictures. whn i wanna share pictures, i dont even have the mood to even form sentences.

gonna share pictures today! lots of them! ;D

tofu and i decided to head over to botanic garden one afternoon w our babygirl becos our girl loves going out!!! u know the look she give whnever we're going out! like she's gonna cry any moment. lol.

food that i woke up early to prepare! :)
baby did sandwiches. but i din took any pictures! idk why!! o.o

lil girl wandering alone by herself! lol

baby & happy loves playing w kids.

lil girl when she's tired!

freaking cute right! ahahahah!

update sooooooooon!

Change?

2011-03-31T01:26:00.001+08:00

Things changed. People changed. The ones tht u once knew are no longer the ones u used to know anymore. it scary, no? cos I'm really scared. I'm freaking out!

Things have changed so much you don't realize it's changing till the change has become so drastic thrs nth u can do anymore. Everyday, I'm seeing changes. It really scares me so much everytime I see new changes happening ard me. how can someone I used to look up to become someone like this today? how can someone I used to hold dear to become someone like this today? How can someone I used to confide everything in change to someone i don't even know today? Why? What exactly happen to them? they doesn't even sound like those people tht used to be so dear to me anymore?

Just like an empty shell, thr's nth left inside at all.

I've seen so much these days. so much. I'm giving up. But, i am still who I am. I am no longer tht weak anymore. (:

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BAD MOOD

2011-03-24T22:33:00.001+08:00

My mood is frigging bad tonight! yea, it's not like im happy everyday anyway. tht explains the lack of awesome entries! I realized the type of crap u produce thru blogging seriously depends on ur damn mood!

You see, when I'm happy I'll produce happy entries right? so when I'm angry I type like I'm pissed off! when I'm sad, I'll blog like as if the whole world's crashing! And when I'm bored, my blog is dead. fuck!

Actually Im kinda pissed nw. cos I'm craving for astons but whr the hell can I get astons at this fucking hour!!! :@ guess the closest I could get would be western food! yea, will source for it ltr then. don't wanna care abt the weight tonight. it will make me angrier, seriously!

I'm just very bored and angry and upset and I'm having a bad moodswing cos.............
BOYFRIEND IS NOT SPENDING ENOUGH TIME W ME!!!!. -.-

Nth i do is making me feel better. Tried talking to friends, tried watching grey's anatomy, tried blogging, tried tweeting. nth's helping! guess it's bcos I haven been having enough slp lately! i know lah, i know im selfish okay? i know im alr working w my boyfriend everyday but we dont talk okay? We have enough workload to keep us away from each other everyday. plus all the other factors its not helping all!!! FUCK IT! I SOUND LIKE A MISERABLE ANNOYING BITCH!! ARGHHH!!!! STILL FREAKING PISSED. I'm done.

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Porn's

2011-03-22T23:04:00.001+08:00

some random way overdue pictures to share! :)

my cute lil sweeeetie pie!

been kind of addicted to thai food and jap recently. its like its never enuff! just cannot get enough of it you know! rahhhhhhhhh! anw, tofu and i went over to porn's at bugis to try the new restaurant opened by pornsak. the food's not bad. :D and i love tomyum soup,esp those made from thai so imagine i was slurping all the leftovers!

baby's so in love with this!!! egg omelette! lol.

greeeeeen curry!

& their steamboat tomyum. Om Nom Nom....

ending w a very chubby chub chub me in glasses! >.<

touched. ♥

2011-03-15T19:06:00.003+08:00

i was freaking pissed w my mom over some issues so i called baby up and complained to him like crazy!!! & i swear my nerves are gonna burst anytime soooooon.

BUT!
im mad mad mad touched now cos...

#1
i was complaing to baby like crazy whn he suddenly asked if he needs me right now and he'll drive over this very min just to make sure im okay and bring me out to wherever i want when he has only just reached home from work.

#2
He knows mani & pedi are my favourite happy pills so he suggest tht i should head over to my manicurist now to do my nails and he's gonna sponsor me! *MELTS

#3
toook me some time to realise that tofu was actually all along below his place listening to my rants when he can actually head home while on th phone w me cos he was alr walking bck home whn i called. but he was afraid tht the stupid lift will cut our conversation due to bad reception so he spent the whole time trying to coax this bitch of his below his place bcos he was afraid tht i'll feel even terrible if the line was cut off!

such simple gestures.
im truly blessed. <3
love you baby.
(T.T")

2nd Anniversary

2011-03-14T00:42:00.001+08:00

Sad to say, Sg's really getting really boring. ); besides having a new theme park @ RWS which i haven got the chance to step foot into it, nth else fancies me and tofu anymore. so we ended up having our attention diverted onto FOOOOOD! >; its no wonder tofu's been complaining on twitter tht his tummy's getting bigger! ;D lol!

anyway, a getaway plays a really huge role because of the heavy workload we've been gg thru every other day. ): we manage to have a short getaway to batam to celebrate our 2nd anniversary some time bck in January and it was rly memorable as the celebration itself was spreaded across the entire wkend! :D

we had our usual anni dinner over @ shangri-la The Line buffet and it was still as awesome!

see tofu's happy gluttony face! :P plus we can never get sick of yummylicious fresh oysters and sashimi!

see! his happppppppy face again, enjoying his last dish - desserts! loltoo bad for me cos im never a fan of sweeeeet stuff!

& a happpy me w my very bimbotic anniversary gift from tofuboy! ;D

Batam getaway the very next day. I was so tired because we slept so late the day before and woke up so early in the morning! Journey to batam was >1hr! but i practically slept thru the entire journey!

our rooom in the new wing from harris! :Dand the very beautiful sight you get to see very early in the morning when u wakes up! ;>

spent the first day in town for a 3hrs spa and alil bit of shopping! tofu had his haircut for only 4SGD! and i did my classic mani pedi! thank goodness free transport was included in our entire batam package which cost only 170bucks nett! :D
we had our dinner over at windsor food court and the food was dirt cheap and so yummy! tofu and i had the tastiest steam prawns everrrrrr!!! omg! >.< thts why we ended up w 2 plates! lol.

look at our receipt! i forgot the xchange rate alr. but all i know was tht it was really cheappppppp! haha!

We really had a great deal from deals.com.sg cos our package includes a 2D1N stay in harris, a free bowling game, a pizza of our choice, 2 way transport from harris to town plus an hr spa provided by harris! :) so we spent our day 2 doing all the abv before boarding the ferry bck to sg! gonna plan a holiday to bangkok this yr. probably a trip to HK agn bcos 2ndsister's gonna be thr for an xchangee! weeeeeee! perfect excuse to escape from sg! hoho! cant wait!

2011-02-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

Thinking of privatising my blog! Yes, I know, nobody reads it anymore and trust me, you don't wanna come here and all I blogs abt everytime is me being so emo over every lil thing. But I really wanna share everything w people who are really interested and concern abt me bcos its not fair to nt share if people are willing to come in here and read what I've got to say and then I suddenly just shut down this space of mine. It gets really irritating and annoying when all I want to read is someone's blog, but it just suddenly gets privatize or shut off. I really don't want this to be happening.

I'd love to share! really. but people judge, don't they? ): it's really sad but this is so true. people who don't knw me in real life definitely judge me from my blog becos this is whr they get the most out of me and it's their first impression on me. I really miss blogging. trying to come back it's really difficult. I've change so much these months and sometimes I just hate what I used to blog. But I also hate the way I blogs now because it's boring and it's always filled w emo shits!

Why? Why am I like this? why do I emo so much. I fucking hate it when I have to try so hard to let go of things. AND WHY THE HELL DOES PEOPLE LET GO SO EASILY? ITS LIKE THEY NEVER TREASURE THE THINGS THEY'VE LOST! ITS FREAKING SAD! STOP ASKING ME TO TAKE THINGS EASY BECOS ITS NOT! I HATE LETTING GO, I REALLY DO!

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2011-02-25T00:29:00.001+08:00

Love it when you're just beside me, doing sweet nothings and staring at you has become a habit I can nv live w/o. <3

Nothing beats having you around by my side, forever. & I just want you to be beside me all my life, to be thr, physically.
Is this so hard to ask for?

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hardest thing

2011-02-24T12:28:00.000+08:00

will there be a time in life,
when everything no longer motivates you anymore?
nothing you do makes u happy anymore?
how much you love dont matters anymore?

and the hardest thing right now,
is to live.

Happy!

2010-09-28T03:21:00.001+08:00

Blogging to tell the world I'm doing good. :) thankyou for those who cared. sometimes u just have to list dwn a list of wishlists tht u would wanna fulfill so tht u'll feel so damn good whn u finally manage to get everything done! Thts exactly what I'm feeling right now! :D

For now I gotta go make a new wishlist to feel damn happppy again.

Lil things like this makes me so bloody happy. :D It may mean nth to you but it means the world to me! :) you know happiness don't come by easy baby. So treasure it while u can bcos you don't knw what may happen tml. :<

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2010-08-25T13:15:00.001+08:00

不管我最后的选择是什么，到头来伤害最多的还不是我。对吧？

哭也哭过了，泪也干了。
被伤害过所留下的那些疤痕，也漫漫的淡了。

好累。

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2010-08-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

i dont know how many times ive cried over this.

I Want.

2010-08-10T00:06:00.001+08:00

i need a mouse. i hate using the touchpad on my laptop.
i need a wallet. i cant possibly stick to my coach wristlet forever right? i need to be organised.
i need a desktop w ultra huge screen. im sick of starring at my laptop for long hours during work.
i need to send my laptop for repair. it kills whn i cant use the right shift button esp whn im trying to enter '?'
i need to get facial products before my winkles starts appearing sooner or later!
i want an iPhone4 but my plan's nt up yet! 4 more pathetic months! my 3GS is going crazy at the rate im dropping it!
i want a canon EOS550D plsssssssssssssssssssssss. >.>
I WANT I WANT I WANT.

thrs more. but thts all i can think of right now. cos im so worn out from the trip to jb this afternoon.
gonna crash! nights! :)

tell me.

2010-08-06T11:47:00.000+08:00

there will be some point in time.
when ur life hits rock bottom.
when you dont knw wht to do anymore bcos nth gets solve.
thts when u just want to get away from this cruel world.

life is sad. isnt it?

Lousy

2010-08-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

I just wish I had a better memory. ):

I don't know why but my memory's getting really bad these days. No, it's not abt me nt giving a damn to everything ard me but I'm really having difficulties remembering so much things. what has exactly happened to me? Sigh.

I'm still young but I've alr got sucha bad memory nw. it makes me really upset whn I'm suppose to get things done, I forgets. whn i'm suppose to pay for sthing before the date dues, I forgets. And whts more? all these 'forgotten' ones are all business related. therefore I really cannot afford to forget ANYTHING bcos if I do, sthing big gonna happen!

It sucks so much when I fear everynight before I sleep. cos it's the time whn I'll settle down and then things just start flowing in and then I'll start realizing that Ive forgotten to get certain things done! fucking hate myself for it! really. ):

This weekend was crazy! I'm suppose to submit the GST online on sat. And if I didn't, income tax's gonna freeze my company's acc! See! the consequences' really really terrible. I was practically trembling whn I realized I didn't get it done on time! ): next, it was the summon I forgot to pay, consequences was to pay 7times the amt I supposingly had to pay. Sometimes, whn clients called to ask me queries or daddy needs me to get some work done immediately, the moment I'm done talking to them, i forgot all abt it agn until im reminded. why am i like this? so lousy. Sigh. And nw, what's gonna happen tml?

I'm feeling really useless. I just can't get any thing right. For nw, I just want to close my eyes and have a good night rest. Gotta get ready for the next battle tml yes?

Sigh.
Gdnight world. ☹
I'm done.

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Miss Me?

2010-07-27T14:23:00.002+08:00

if you asked me if i miss blogging?
No. Not at all.

i knw u miss me thou.
xoxo
:P

):

2010-03-15T02:02:00.004+08:00

i hate exams. i hate it whn the fact tht its prelims it gives me even more excuses to slack. hate it even more whn im totally not in the exam mode while the rest are. im so guilty yet im not doing anything. fuck myself for being so contradicting. damn. why do exams even exist? ): baby consistent nagging's really putting me off badly but i gotta bear w it cos i know i totally deserve it. why do i even have so many stacks of notes on my table. and whts more? the more i absorb, the more tired i get and the more i nap! bearing in mind tht i've got another 2 more yrs to complete this entire shit thing aint encouraging at all. being an under-grad is totally not easy. not to say getting a degree.

i used to think tht im those exam kinda person bcos i totally hate projwork. now i know im not. not even sure if i should even be continue to pursue this degree anymore. not tht im totally not interested in this degree, its just tht my passion for learning's depleting. i dont even bother to learn anymore. studying/pursueing a degree is no longer my top priority anymore. baby strongly believe tht i shouldnt continue my degree if im to fail my papers this yr cos he sees tht i totally cannot be bothered at all. he says im always mugging for my papers but i knw nuts whn it comes to prelim. i dont even knw what im mugging. ):

but thrs no more turning back for now. dad paid >2k for 5 stupid exam papers and the only thing i can do now is not to let the 2K+ flow into the drain. so ive decided, if im to flunk my papers for the upcoming exams in may. i'll quit sch and start slogging for my dad then. i dont think i can do it anymore. afterall... taking over dad's biz dont seem much more difficult thn having to memorise thousand pages of notes for 3yrs right? ):

im tired of being so discouraged.
i feel like im a total loser.
help.

Mariya Kato - Love Is...

2010-03-11T03:39:00.001+08:00

Just a song to share. this song is totally awesome! althou i dont know jap but the melody of the song is so nice i just cannot stop playing it! came across it while loading joc's blog and can you imagine she actually changed her blogsong for damn long and i only heard it today!! and whts moreeee, this song includes a lil part of canon in D, my fav! its damn nice so nice so nice niceeee! :DDDDDD i feel so happy hearing this. hohoho!

okay. this song is giving me some motivation to learn jap now! hahahahahahahaha!!! i kept staring at the lyrics but the song words i know of are those in english. wht else. -.-" joanne lee! im so jealous of you cos u know how to read jap and i dont. ): i'll be altruistic! and share the lyrics w u guys althou i know most of you wont know wht the lyrics is talking abt either! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

作詞：Miliyah 作曲：Miliyah
悲しみを抱えて
もう何も見えなくて
生きる意味知りたい
私はここにいる

いがみ合い　傷付け合い
もがいて何度同じように
ずっと探し続けていたの
愛を求め彷徨う希望

Love is…this 何があっても
手を繋ぎ私たちは生きてゆこう
悲しいことがあっても
Trust you baby ずっとあなたのこと信じてるよ

向き合うこと恐れて何度手振り払っても
握る手を離さない　あなたは諦めない

ひとつひとつ思い返しても
やっぱりあなたのずっと隣にいたい
私が探していた人

※Love is…this 今誓うよ
私はあなただけ見てるから
「愛してる」何度も言うわ
私はずっとあなたのこと愛してるよ※

I know why I love you
どうかbaby please…
永遠に続く愛の証を
約束しよう
この日を待ってた　待ってたの
If you make a promise baby yeah yeah yeah

(Repeat x2)

haven been blogging cos i really dont knw wht to share. ive been pretty boring recently. doing all the things tht a typical nerd will always do. staring at notes and notes and more notes. lazing ard at home whn possible and heading over to baby's place to help him take care of our lil baby happy. (: life sucks whn everything just revolves ard books.

blog agn whn prelims are over. <3
cool. i just downloaded in the entire youtube video into my iphone i can play it as much as i likee now! :D ohyes, do listen to 'We are The World 25 for Haiti' it's an edited version of Micheal Jackson's We are the world! it is just another awesome song! ok! thanks! and bye!

2010-03-04T00:14:00.001+08:00

AM CRYING MY LUNGS OUT NOW.

IM FUCKING UPSET.

im bck! :D

2010-02-25T00:06:00.001+08:00

i think i almost forgot tht my blog still exist lah. haven touch it for days aldy. neglect my msn like eon yrs ago ever since i got my iphone. HAHAHAHA! iphone really makes everything so much simplier and easier! its like a com squeezed into a magical phone! :D and thn, now im neglecting my bloggg. awwww!

anw, still not too late to wish you guys happy chinese new year yes? :) didnt take much photos during CNY cos my family didnt even went visiting. hahahaha! i spend all my 3 days with Baby and i went to cross visit his relatives instead. lol. spend the first few hours of the brand new yr praying over at different temples in town. quite an eventful newyr as compared to the previous yrs! (:

valentine's happened to fall on the first day of CNY but i manage to spend quality time with baby! :) i made him a bento and it was so delicious and it was damn cute can. im so proud of myself. but, with the help of meiting of cos. heh! his vday gift tht was specially handmade by me was so pretty, i dont even feel like giving it to him lah. lol. had a simple dinner and caught valentine's day at the cinema.

the amount of time spend over his scapbook is uncountable lor! lol. so proud of my results!

see the amt of mess i created! daddy told me he has never seen any girl as untidy as me before! x:

final result of my front cover!

& the bento that i made for him! :

爱心便当! :DDD

happy baby opening his delicious bento box! :D

before heading out for dinner!

really love my new dresssss! gonna sell them in my blogshop whn im free from exams! weeeeee!

my pretty happy! :D

dinner was @ fish & co! :)

butter mussels which we never fails to order whnever we're dining at a seafood restaurant! ^^

went eric's 21st bday on the 7th day of CNY and we manage to lou hei over at his chalet. his girlf is sucha sweet lah. organised a surprise chalet for him. so awesome right? :D anw, it was at pasir ris, drove everyone bck and guess wht? i only took 30mins frm the east to west! hohoho! okay. thts not the first time thou. hah!

currently mugging my ass off. trying to memorise as much as i can before prelims starts this saturday. its crazy when i have 2 papers back to back on sat itself. and its maths and stats. now i feel like throwing up whnever i see numbers. IM SO SICK OF NUMBERS! but not sick of counting moolahs definitely! :D speaking of which, this yr's angpows totally surpass previous yrs cos daddy's one was rly big! ^.^V anw, after sat's paper, nxt paper falls on monday and its bloody hell econs! im so prepared to totally flunk my prelims alr. )):

urgh. so much of mugging is killing me. killing so much of my braincells. i cant imagine im going to go thru another 2 yrs of shit after going thru this one and it hasnt even started! FML

for now, i just gotta pray hard tht all these shit will be over asap plus i can smoothly pass thru this period and may to come faster! WISH ME LUCKS! MUACKS!

hello!!

2010-02-10T22:16:00.002+08:00

dont know wht to blog. so baby suggest tht i should blog this.
he just kissed me 7times! lol.

anw. meet up with my girlfs today. its wanqin's bday today! happy 21st darling! :) gonna be real busy for the rest of the mth. cny's coming, v day and prelims starting from the 27th. T.T guess i gonna spend my newyr mugginggg. FML.

some random photos!

having breakfast early in the morning with happy! :D

and her CNY clothes! chio chio chio?!?! :D

anw, im selling dueba lens and geo contact lens cos my deg has increased and i cant use thm at all. ): blame them for sending my orders half a yr ltr. damn! -.-" interested buyers do email me at ferynn.89@hotmail.com. thanks!

Dueba DM21 Brown!
L: 3.75 R: 3.75

G&G AM77 Brown
L: 3.75 R: 3.75

G&G AM77 Black
L: 3.75 R: 3.75

selling at $10 per pair, its instock! negotiable if buying more! :D
lastly, helping baby to sell away his gucci handphone strap! Original Price is $180 but he's selling it away at 140bucks! negotiable too! ((: its brand new btw!

okay. gtg. very busy. update again sooon! cant wait to share w u guys the vday prezzie im giving baby! its too chio aldy! xP

One Year Anniversary!

2010-02-04T17:51:00.002+08:00

fuck! i haven been blogging for 2 weeks aldy!!! i have been so busy for the past weeks the only thing i feel like doing whn im home is sleep. ive been reaching hm at 2/3am every single day and sleeping at 4am for the past weeks! waking up as late as 3pm every day! T.T and then the routine starts all over agn...

this cannot be the way to live man. -.-" no. im not partying of cos. have been helping my dad out at Resort World Sentosa everynight! providing night transport for the staff at RWS! its not fun cos my hair stinks everynight! ): and then i ended up washing my hair in the middle of the night and crashing w/o even drying up my hair! thanks baby for accompanying me every other night. its even more tiring whn we both have to climb up early in the morning for classes the nxt day. zzz

to conclude, ive got no life. i dont even have the energy to mug everyday. anw, celebrated our One Year Anniversary few days ago. finally coming this far aft so long like forever, lol. still, love him very much! :D

baby brought me over to the line at shangri-la for their buffet. i cant eat much for nuts! buffet restaurant sure loves me! lol. everything's kind of overrated cept' for the seafood of cos! love them ttm! all their seafood is awesome! damn freaking fresh! and guess wht? i even ate barchorbee thr! baby says im mad! :D

caught i love you newyork aft tht. it was so boring i almost fell aslp. had migraine after which and felt so terrible. zzz. had to result to going home becos imma sick girl. T.T thanks baby for your bouquet of roses! i knw youve nv given flowers to any girls before! :D SO PROUD OF MYSELF! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

time's travelling like so fast i haven even had enough breathe to even catch up w all the things ive been missin ard. ): and feb's here!!! argh! i better go start my mugging before baby comes nagging at me it gets kinda irritating y'knw. to conclude i just feel so breathless every single day.

i knw i dont really blog these days but do come by everyday incase good mood suddenly hits me or i may just happen to blog you never knw! :D finally a day for rest. but needa mug ltr before baby comes nagging agn. zzz! but still so tired and never get enough of slping i so wanna die now. kthxbye.

Hong Kong Day 3

2010-01-18T17:55:00.002+08:00

ever since baby and i got our iphones, our methods of communication's getting more and more complicated. we used to only call or txt each other whn we're holding our nokia E71s. now, we're communicating thru smses, calls, whatsapp and twitter! LOL. imagine each time whn he contacts me, i'll have to find out which app he's using before i can reply him! haha!

i just upgraded my photobucket to the pro version. i is very disgusted by the bandwidth exceeded banners spreading across my entire blog page. -.- at least idont need to bother bout all the ugly banners appearing on my blog till nxt mth. so me can blog as many pictures as i want now!

Hong Kong Day 3.

head dwn to the lobby to find my sisters. ting will always be the first to reach the lobby cos she'll always be thr every morning to chat w her boyf. -.-" going hols w/o your partner is quite bad cos you've to wake up early or sleep late to call him/her everynight. my trip to the states is one very good example. >.>

hate morning faces. T.T
went to search for breakfast char chan teng agn. this time round we settled for this old sch one! i had maggi noodles w chicken chop. very nice lor. even their maggi mee's nicer thn sg ones. tsk!

was walking towards the mtr whn we saw this. this is how they actually paid for their parking fare. its damn cool. they will tell you exactly the time left to park your car!

den we happen to pass by two giant golden retrievers! they are so pretty and their fur's like so smooooth. i bet its smoother thn my own hair pls! must be the good weather. they are so cute they even went to shake our hands! hehehe!

we went causeway bay but there wasnt anything much cos its all departmental stores. baby manage to get his agnes b bag w a good discount thou! :) decided to head to central to check out the super big agnes b store whr they have all the cafe and shops. we were offered popcorns from juicy couture store and they were pink in colour! so cute! lol. and the taste is so good! :D

baby, so happy with his new bag! :)

we head over to prince edward station in the evening to check out fayuen street. cos we heard tht we can shop alot over thr. decided to try their roadside stalls.the smell was heavenly tht we can even smell them from the mtr station itself! the milk tea again was so gooooood and smoooth!! notice the temp below the station sign. for god sake! it was only 11 - 14deg leh! can you imagine how cold it was!! we were practically shivering while enjoying our hot bites!

the bacon hot dog was HEAVENLY! so good tht B went to get it again. dont even mind waiting for another 10mins in the cold lor! lol!

we went to the wrong street and ended up at goldfish st. there were so many shops selling fishes!

and finally, we manage to locate fa yuen st! :)

bck to langham place at night! we ended up buying more than 6 caps in total! and its all damn chio can! baby insisted on taking a photo w the kiehl's store! yea. so much for being a kiehl's boy! lol.

dinner again was at somewhr random! :) awesome food as usual! can never get sick of their food over thr bcos its forevr awesome to the max lah!!

after dinner we happened to pass by some street with lots of porn posters outside. ting and baby were so funny lah! they both wants to take a pic of them going into those pubs! lol

getting really really chilling at night! so had to resort into wearing a beanie to keep my ears warm! :)

haven been feeling good these days. people always ask me why i always tweet abt sad stuff. ): idont want to. but i rly cannot control. twitter seems to be the only source tht allows me to vent my anger on other than baby of cos. i dont blog usually abt sad stuff all the time cos i only blog whn im feeling better thou i feel emo all the time. im aldy trying my best to feel better but she just have to push me dwn whnever im trying to pick myself up. ): i hate crying but i cant seem to tell myself to stop. pls do unfollow me on twitter if youre so sick of me complaining my life all the time. im sorry. )):

why do i get these kind of shit treatment from someone i love? i hate it when she can make my world go round but destroy my world at the same time within seconds. i knw i dont even need to bother cos i dont even matter to her but i dont know why she just mean so much to me. mayb i deserve it cos i chose to put her as a priority in my life. call me stupid. i know i just fuck my own life.

i wish she'll just stop fucking up my life, stop nagging at me and treating me like a slave. thts the only thing i wish right now. im tired. baby's saying im suffering frm depression and he's bringing me to the psychiatrist aldy. all thanks to her. perhaps the only reason why im still here, typing this entry away is only bcos of you.

WISHLIST & REMINDERS.

2010-01-14T01:16:00.004+08:00

why izzit tht whn ive got so many wants now, im so bloody broke! ): shall list them dwn before i starts forgetting them! :D and some reminders for myself for th nxt few mths...

1. i need a bronzer like now! mine's totally smashed and so CUI! i bought it to HK and idk why the airport pple just love to throw luggages and mine too, was thrown by them. so whn i reached home and opened up my bronzer make up pouch, its all left w power and nth else. ): uber sad...

2. i want the 88 shimmery colours eyeshadow palete. is KAN CHIO CAN?!?! i want to play w my eyes. but kept being cursed at! lol! but i wanttttttttttttttttttttt! ):

3. i want tht burberry bag! just let me scrimp and save. i will buy it! i dont care! )):

4. i want a DSLR! baby can take really nice pictures and i really love all the photos taken by him. and if i can get an SLR, he'll be able to take nice pics of me! AHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

5. I WANT TO ATTEND S.H.E CONCERT ON 17th APRIL!!! AND I WANT THE 168BUCKS VIP TICKET PLS! IF POSSIBLE A PAIR BCOS I WANT BABY TO GO WITH ME! LOL.

6. i want to get alot of apps for my iPhone bcos all the games are getting alil boring aldy. >:(

7. i need to save up for my besties 21st this coming weeks. its driving me crazy! T.T LOL. fyi, ive got 3besties hving their birthdays tgt in a mth. not to forget having V day on the same mth and my upcoming 1yr anniv w baby.

HMMM. IF ONLY I CAN STRIKE TOTO/4D BUT I NEVER EVEN BUY THEM LEH. IF ONLY MONEY DROP FROM THE SKY. IF ONLY I CAN JUST SWIPE MY SUBCARD AND RUN AWAY FROM HOME! IF ONLY MY BIRTHDAY IS TML. I THINK MY WISHLIST WILL BE ENTIRELY FULFILLED BUT NO. I JUST NEED TO STOP DREAMING RIGHT NOW. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I THINK I JUST NEED SOME MORE SLEEP THOU IVE BEEN SLPING MORE THAN 10HRS EACH DAY. >.<

fyi, total damage >2k!!! (T.T)

Hong Kong Day 2

2010-01-10T08:21:00.002+08:00

baby manage to edit most of the photos for day 2 and i went to finish them up the rest and now all ready to blog for Day 2! :D but the uploading part was torturous. 70 pics take bloody long to be uploaded!

Baby loves western breakfast! so we woke up on day 2 for a hearty breakfast early in the morning! :D headed over to the nearby char chan teng to check them out and settled for this particular one for no reason! hahahaa. we just thought tht the pics on their menu appeared appealing. >.> bt guess wht? the bill turns out rly terrible!! felt so cheated. imagine its ard 80SGD for all tht we ate. but who the hell eat more than 80bucks for a breakfast alone? at least the delicious breakfast did make up for it. but still... -.-"

baby had milk tea everywhr! LOL

damn love all the wantons everywhr in HK!! its big and the prawns are forever fresh and thr're up to like 3-4 prawns in each wanton! imagine tht. omg. GODLY!

after breakfast was shopping time for the guys. we went mongkok agn but this time round was to trendy zone! had a hard time locating tht place bcos it was practically hidden in a building! plus they were reconstructing the entire outer building! lol. while searching, we came across this bubble tea shop which sell superb milk tea. its damn goood! their pearls were awesome. so smoooth. so fucking delicious! >.> and its damn cheap! $1.50SGD for sucha big cup!

we spent the entire day at trendy zone and baby bought so much loots. i think he spend 2/3 of his moolahs over thr. he bought a hell lot of stuff and he got me a subcrew cap for christmas! :D its limited edition btw! heh. saw it once in sg but baby told me to get it in HK since it'll be cheaper and we happened to see it in HK! ^.^V

head back to the hotel to place all his stuff before we went over to the harbourfront at tsim sha shui to watch the famous symphony of lights. was very very disappointed w the show but its okay! everybody got their first time! :D hahahaha! we were so near the sea so it was damn fucking cold! whnever the wind blows we'll all go WOAHHHHHHHHH!!! hahahahahaha!! imagine the temp's like only 13deg and plus the super cold wind~ omg! LOL

manage to squeeze everyone into the picture! :D

the crowd was terrible after the show was over. -.-" had to squeeze all the way out! everyone was really hungry. head over mongkok and found the modern toilet restaurant randomly! :D so we end up dining thr! (: everything from the seats to the plates and tables are all made of toilet bowls, sinks and etc. HAHAHAHAHA! pretty interesting right? food served was not bad. :D but i find it pretty hard eating from a toiletbowl leh. >.>

we all agreed tht the soup was really tasty! they boil it by using pork bones! ((: after dinner was bck to the hotel cos we were all really tired aft a long day! heh.

realise ive been blogging quite a bit these days! why cant i just use all these energy to bring myself to the books. T.T fml. anw. i got so bored i have aldy finish editing Day 3! hahahahaa. probably blog them another day! mayb tml? :D

anw. thanks everyone who cared and cheered me up whn im emo these days! i'll be fine sooon! love you guys!

P/S damn love the hearts stocking i bought in HK! its only 6bucks SGD? lol! :D

iPhone!

2010-01-10T01:28:00.002+08:00

have been feeling rather upset recently. i know i think alot. but i just cant stop thinking thou baby's been assuring me every single day. i think i need some help. i think i need a psychiatrist. ): nth's curing my moodswing/emo-ness. i hope im not suffering frm some weird depression!

have been hogging onto my iPhone all these while ever since baby and i got it on the first day of 2010. hve never regretted a single bit ever since the day we purchased it! very very glad we got it and i pronounce myself a very very satisfied and happy user of my 16gb iPhone! ((: it was really an impulse buy cos we were just window shopping ard jp w happy(my pup) and the M1 rdshow just caught our eyes and the nxt thing we know, we have aldy reserved two white iPhones! lol.

baby was just telling me tht day aft returning frm HK tht the nxt aim for us will be to get the iPhone and then we got it the very nxt day. lol! so B and i ended up getting iPhones for each other for our One Year Anniversary. i think we're mad cute. say yes! ((:

so right nw, my phone's filled w lots and lots of great apps! love stalking, chatting and surfing 24/7 anytime, anywhr i want! love it even more whn baby and i spend hrs and hrs hogging and chatting using whatsapp! tht app is damn gooood. i can send pics, audios and videos to him anytime anywhr! totally coool shit whn chisuen even downloaded it into his BB and now i can chat w him w/o any worries of his/my phone bill! :)))))

super love my iPhone backcover. its fucking chio isnt it? :D
i admit i can no longer live w/o my iphone.

go get an iPhone and join me and baby!
afterall, an iPhone is an iPhone, and not just any other phones! :D

education.

2010-01-08T18:24:00.002+08:00

if youre given a 2nd chance, wht will you do?

will you want to score well to get into a better secondary school?
will you want to do better in Os to get into a course or sch tht you desire?
will you want to get a better GPA to qualify for a local uni?
will you want to think again, is this the route you really want right now.

)):
i hate this emo shit. i hate to think abt my future. i kept telling baby i want to quit sch. but is quitting sch wht i really want? ): idk. i dont want to start slogging for dad at the age of 21 and then for the rest of my life. but at this rate im going, i doubt i wont even get to complete my deg in 10yrs time, not to say 3! idk how to start mugging bcos idk a single shit in my notes. im very sad. very very upset. i feel very discourage bcos everyone's looking dwn at me. i knw everyone thinks tht i will repeat my modules. i know, im very lousy and everyone else in the world's doing so much better thn me. paying 2k to take those damn papers and not doing well are like throwing my parent's hard earn money into the drain. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHT TO DO.

Hong Kong Day 1

2010-01-08T02:35:00.003+08:00

didnt want to blog abt hongkong trip. wanted to paste the url tht baby blogged on HK trip on my blog initially! cos idk whr to start. lol. but he wants to read my entry. he says he's my number 1 fan! :DDD

i was so busy the day before hk trip cos i need to get alot of things done! i was so agitated cos i had so many things on hand. i spend the whole day settling some stuff, pack my luggage, making sure everything was okay before i go and i haven even got my xchange gift! omg. zzz.

so the night before we jet off, baby and i organised an xmas celebration at my place ! it started out not supposedly to be an annual event but as each year past, it eventually became a festive tht we'll always gather tgt and exchange presents annually! :D sadly, i didnt manage to take any photos this yr! i was so busy helping dad. -.-" rah! anw. we had our fair share of joy esp during our gift xchange! it was mad funny unwrapping all our gifts! we played murderer and indian poker! laughed like crazy! haven even slept a wink and the nxt thing i knw, we're bidding gooodbyes, getting ready to set off to the airport w the rest of the family. (:

i was god damn cui during the journey to the airport cos i was so terribly worn out! but getting really excited at the same time! thou it wasnt the first time travelling w/o the parents, it was the first time travelling w baby and my sisters too! :)

checked in all our luggages and mine was like fucking 13kgs! zzz. baby had aldy tried his best to allow me only to bring less thn 4 sets of clothes aldy! lol! im very paranoid whn it comes to packing. always allow myself to bring xtra just incase! while waiting for us to enter the boarding gates, we went upstairs for breakfast!

went into the boarding gate and started camwhoring agn. speaking of which. i just realised our planes were delayed otw thr and bck lo. -.-" it was th first time travelling on jetstar. expectations were nt high but its not low either wht. cos ive heard how lousy tiger was so i thought jetstar was okay. lol. i didnt knw the seats can be push bck by alil not until whn i reached spore and met my besties up. WTH!! imagine the entire journey bck and forth, i had to sit upright for tht entire 3.5hrs journey and try to fucking get some sleeeeep cos i didnt sleep at all tht night! i aldy tried my best. but still, fail to sleep.

in the boarding area,
all prepared for the chilling temp in HK! :D

half anticipating, half freaking dulan cos of the stupid seat! we finally touched down HK! worst was, we had to alight frm the plane and take a bus to the airport. lol. dumb or wht? wasnt exactly unfamiliar w tht place cos i had my plane trf-ed over thr whn i went states last mar! :) the weather on the first day whn we reached was ard 17deg. still not so bad. love it! :D

first qn i had on my mind was how the hell are we going to go to our hotels w all our luggages! lol. baby then went over to the tourism counter to check out. we wanted to cab thr at first but the tourism people actually advice us to take the airport express to kowloon and then we'll get transported to our hotel FOC by their buses. sounds damn gooooood right? which also means tht we get to save alot of moolahs.

according to chisuen, cabbing frm the airport to town eats up alot of money cos they charge you if you cross the sea cross blahblahblah etcetc. idk! lol. anw. our journey frm the airport to our hotel was merely half an hr which cost us like urm, 10bucks SGD per pax? whereas a cab would cost us up to 60-70bucks SGD! haven include a 2nd cab leh! since we got so many people and luggages! HAHAHAHHAHA! cheap steal can! :DDDDD plus their airport express is like fully equiped w compartments tht allows us to keep our luggages! coool shit! fyi, the train brings us to our hotel much fast thn taxi does! imagine how fast the train travels!?! plus the seats on the airport express were awesome!! so comfy and love it whn u can check whether youre arriving to your station sooon! :D

on the bus!

imagine it was sucha great journey frm the airport to our hotel. so much better frm sg to hk. -.-" we finally reach our hotel at tsim sha shui! during our 5nights stay, we stayed over at Empire hotel Kowloon Tsim Sha Shui Hongkong! service was good. im happy! :D our nearest MTR was tsim sha shui. hotel was ard 7mins walk frm the train station! hehehe. was so hungry aft locating our hotel and checking in. headed over to the nearest dimsum restuarant near our hotel and started pigging out!

din even had time to take a pic of it and it was gone! imagine how starve we were!

hahahah! baby look so happy here happily eating his complimentary sesame dessert away! lol!

their dimsum are to die for! serious it was sooooooo gooooood! damn fucking gooood. hehehehehe. headed bck to hotel to prepare for our shopping time! :D train-ed over to mongkok and started our first shopping journey at langham place. went H&M! :)

conclude tht we were too excited to visit argyle centre since thr were so many good reviews in the forum plus joc's constantly reminders to vist tht place bcos it was tht awesome and the stuff thr were mad cheap! we decided to head thr instead and gave up langham place! HAHAHAHAHAHA! we passed by a shop full of shoes and decided on a pair of boots tht i yearn to own since eons ago and finally i bought one tht i love so much. it was so prettttty!! totally in love w it tht i wore tht thru-out the 6days in HK! fyi, it is not a pair of flat boots! >.> cost abt 36bucks which is mad cheap!!

when we reach argyle centre, we were famn fucking excited can! the place sell super cheap girls' stuff and everything is so fucking chio u just cannot stop shopping! it was so gooood can! love all the stuff over thr. everything you can find for every girl! the only place u need to knw when ure in HK! HAHAHAHHA!! it was mad crowded lah. but its worth it. like TOTALLY!!! imagine i can even buy so much during winter, during summer, i can just like shop until i die over thr!!

shop like nobody's business but we just couldnt finish the entire place althou its only like 3levels? it was aldy 8plus. so we decided to get out and have dinner. settled ourselves at this roadside stall and ate tze cha. the food was again, FABULOUS. its like the best tze cha ive ever eaten! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

imagine laoniang even finish up the entire bowl full of rice to the brim! omg. usually, i cant even finish half a bowl of rice at home lor! it was tht gooooood!! walk around the streets and baby tried their curry fishballs. its very very different frm the ones in sg. i think sg ones are still better! :D

train-ed bck to our hotel cos we were so tired! i haven catch any wink yet! ): but was so high the entire day shopping like mad! bck to the hotel and last photo before i crash! :D

omg. i cant believe i took 3hrs to get this done! an entry alone, ive got so much rubbish to share. thrs still so many days to goooooooooo. hk is just so fucking awesome! :D okay, i'll get baby to edit the pictures we took for day 2 so tht i can blog soooon! ^.^V

going bck to westwood tml to help out for the cca day. seniors will be performing 'The Love of A Song'. super super excited! cant wait! :D if youre a westwood chorus alumni or senior and you happen to see this, do come and join us at 3pm! more thn happy to see you! :D cant believe i actually graduated 5yrs ago. omgwtfbbq. i feel so old aldy.....

Summary of my 2009

2010-01-03T16:06:00.001+08:00

i dont know how am i going to summarise my 2009. but im going to do it now. >.> lol! 2009 may not be tht awesome, but at least it was good. :D i need to run thru my archives to do while doing this. ive got very bad memory! >:(

Jan
- It was sucha busy month. i had to work, study and trying to mend my broken heart at the same time! lol. assignments were all piling up in school cos it was the final sem of my poly life! :)
- i was going out w gary at tht time too to many different places. imagine how busy i was! lol.
- last time celebrating my one of my gf's birthday.
- Quit my 1st job at Giordano IMM and i made lots of great collagues. im so glad ive kahyong with me. it was great hving him around to always help me! i'll never forget my working colleagues too! people like Weiwen, Hanis, yuanxiang, huizhen, yuqin, Yihua, Doris, Vicky, sherry etcetc. (:
- got together with baby on the 28th!

Feb
- busy preparing for my last lap in sch. mugging for my exam papers!
- had quite a few heygorgous gatherings and we even went to catch the preview of 爱就宅一起 whr we saw jiro wang, rainie yang and george hu!
- baby and i had our first vday and monthsary celebration!
- own a pretty E71! :D

Mar
- Graduated frm Poly!
- busy preparing for the finals of HeyGorgeous! enjoyed alot and had alot of fun w this great bunch of people!
- finals held in West Coast Plaza! ((: tht was when baby and i had to kiss in front of the public and thts whn our kissing pics were massly publicised over the media!
- went over to states for my grad trip! :D

Apr
- spend the entire month over in states. communication from states to singapore was terriblee! went Las Vegas, Disneyland and Universal Studios! Had a wonderful time with Xinyi, Joc and Chisuen! :)))
- experience a flight delay so we're forced to spend a couple more days over thr! lol!
- took the flyer w baby during our 3rd monthsary!

May
- Started my own blogshop - Her Little Alley
- invited baby and ting to my poly graduation ceremony! :D

June
- Baby was called bck for mobilisation! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
- we bought our first couple ring! :D
- Took our first neoprint too!
- halfyear-ly bbq w the besties!

July
- Had my 20th bithday celebration.
- owned Happy aka my puppy! :)
- went desaru w the family and baby.
- Supported william in giant star 2009
- started my life as an under-grad in SIM and made lots of gooodfriends!

August
- bake cupcakes for the first time!
- baby and i had our 6th monthsary celebration. it was a blast! :D
- Went genting w baby and family

Sep
- went ice skating w baby for the 1st time in my life! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
- started going crazy over Gossip Girl
- CELEBRATED BABY's AWESOME 23RD BIRTHDAY! :DDDDDD
- gotten a new laptop! toshiba prestige in PINK!

Oct
- Cousin's wedding w baby and me as their wedding emcees! ;)

Dec
- went Kiehl's boys xmas chalet over at sembawang hometeam
- Supper club w the kiehl's boys for World Aids Days Event
- had our usual xmas bbq gathering w my clique
- went Hongkong with baby, sisters, liwen and weihang! spend 6awesome days thr! shop and eat till we drop and went disneyland and ocean park! :DDD

2009 is over, just like a breeeeze.
maybe to you, my 2009 is nothing. but to me, it did had a great impact in my life. i found someone who love me, travelled to Desaru, Genting, States and HK w the family and received so much love from everybody. People come and leave in everyone's life. if you accept who i am, i'll do the same (:

As for my new year resolution:
SLIMMER! (TOP PRIORITY)
HAPPIERRRRRRR!
RICHERRRR~ hehe!
i wish to be a better me.
baby wants me to be less emo! (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)
less arguements w baby! actually it works if the prev one succeeds! LOLLLL!
mommy to treat me better and give me more freedom.
daddy to give me even more allowance! :DDDDD
more meetup w the bestfriends cos they get busier each yr. -.-"
heh! and own more gadgets! HOHOHOHOHO!!!
travel more this yr!
learn/do sthing new. (:

busy!

2009-12-23T12:02:00.001+08:00

COUNTING DOWN: 2 MORE DAYS TO HONGKONG. :DDDDDD

have been very busy w idk wht. probably always in my own world. lol. haven pack my luggage and i doubt i will have time to do it today and tml since i need to get out of the house ltr to get the bbq food for tml and yea, tht spells it. we're hving a bbq xmas celebration at my house tml evening! :D attendance are so far so goooooood. yay! (:

cant wait for everything to come tml cos we're boarding the plane at 6.40am which means we need to be at the airport 2hrs bfore boarding time! plus the journey frm my place to the airport's like 40mins? -.- yea. so we gotta leave hse at 3plus and the entire celebration needs to be done before 3am lo.

hope i dont forget anything bcos it's gonna be 6 long days!! T.T okay. thou the longest was 1mth bck in states but cs had everything over thr! but not this time roundd. zzz

blog agn ltr whn im bck home frm lunch at ikea w baby! brb!

incase u forgot how i looked like!

Xinyi's 20th

2009-12-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

im sick. down with flu and a lil sorethroat. i suppose my flu was mild but the H1N1 vaccine i took ytd had to worsen it lah. ): getting sick is so not funny! baby's sick too. must be tht vaccine. i didnt knw vaccine's some kind of virus till chisuen told me abt it. wtf. i think im stupid or wad? all thanks to mom and dad, we had to take the vaccination. its compulsory. zzz. if im given a choice, i wont bother to even take it pls. i feel so lifeless right nw. this is so not me! T.T thankgod its sunday!

xinyi's birthday celebration was an awesome get-together for the all of us bcos we've been so busy w our own lives till we dont even have time to come out tgt as a group. ): we were really lucky bcos all the NS men are finally done w their BMT! :D initially, we thought probably only the girls are gonna celebrate within ourselves but the guys eventually manage to pass out before 10dec! heh! :))

joc and me manage to surprise xinyi at her doorstep! :D hehehe! we had planned to go over to her place before meeting the rest over at town. chatted alot. like crazy. never ending nonsense. brandon kept seducing me and joc. it was damn funnny. its like he's trying to make us fall into his trap! LOL. did our hair and curled it temporary. still contemplating whether i wanna perm my hair anot. >.>

train down to 313 to meet th rest of them. had our dinner at tonkichi, orchard central. sat thr for hours hearing so many stories abt how the guys' been doing over at camp. its funny whn i saw them. everyone was botak! hahahahahah!

the photo abv is funny bcos i dont knw why i was smiling like this. HAHAHAHAHA. must be kahyong cos he keeeps making us laugh!

heh. thr you go, the three botaks! lol. it was rly funnny lah!

went up to the 12th storey aft dinner to the roof garden abv orchard central. the view was so high and we had to take such a long escalator up. i was damn fucking freaked out! i swear. zzz. i dont even dare to look down whn we're at the rooftop garden lor. zzz

the wind was so big! this was the best shot taken out of the other four. lol. thrs nothing much we can do on top except to stand around and take some pics. thr's no place for us to sit down and chill but thrs a restaurant thr. hope we'll get to dine thr next time cos im sure the view will be great while dining! :D

went bck to baby's place and get his stuff and i wore his slippers bck home pairing it w the dress i worn tht night. wahlao. its damn funny can cos the slippers was like way too oversize! HAHAHAHAHAHA! but the heels were so high and its pricking me like crazy! fyi, everyone wore high heels to celebrate xinyi's birthday! lol.

okay. this entry was written on sunday.
today's already wed and ive yet to publish it.
am feeling alil better alr! and to my girlfs, thanks for being thr for me! i love you guys deeep deeep! :)

gonna go catch up w them now at gekpoh w kahyong alr! weeeeeeeeeee!
ytd night was w wanqin and honghui. i din knw tht mac's strawberry shortcake mcflurry was so awesome. do try it if you have the chance bcos its tht gooood whn someone who doesnt rly like strawberry says so! hehehehehe! ciao!

privatise tweeets

2009-12-15T20:01:00.003+08:00

decided to privatise my tweets for awhile before i gets better frm all those wht so ever nonsense happening ard me. if you love me, just go and sign up an account and add me okay? you'll be able to see my tweets by then aft i accept ur request. if not just wait till i get over all these shit and before you knw it, i'm back agn. <3

im fine. dont worry.
just tht my tweets are not for show.
still, i love my baby no matter wht happens. i'll always stand by you.

lunch date , Supperclub

2009-12-06T21:52:00.001+08:00

figured i should start blogging once my cam's filled with photos! :D its been awhile. cos thrs nth for me to blog! zzz. entries w/o photos are boring right? i think so too. lol. just drop by here often lah! :D

went to meet wanqin for lunch over at tampines tgt w joccie. cannot believe tht we actually train-ed down! this shows wht true friends are willing to do for you! lol. wanqin, rmb hor, if youre a billionaire, we want how much we just name it okay! LOL. anw, we had manpuku for brunch at tamp1. the food was okay but the dessert - awesome! :D Chisuen, joc wants to bring u thr to try it out whn youre back! you die alr. eat dessert until u laosai! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH!!!

chisuen ask me if my eyes' getting bigger or im getting skinnier! I WANT THE LATTER I DONT CARE. LOL! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

wanqin and joc, gary say both of you got same hair! LOL!!!

joc's was snapping away like nobody's biz while i was talking to wanqin and her. these few ones are considered the better ones already. there were more that are like 见不得人 lah! lol. couldnt take the cam away frm joc's hands, wanqin and me have to result in taking our handphones out to snap instead! :D cannot post them up, ltr she kill me. den friends oso no more alr. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

hop over to supperclub aft pat-tor-ing w Bb at bugis! i bought two pumps to match the different colourful stockings im wearing to HK! haha! i just brought one purple one blue the other day w joc and wanqin. lol. joc's lending me her green one also! so excitedddddddddddddddd. omgomgomgomgomgomggggg!

everywhr's filled w beds at supperclub. quite comfy for a place to chill. i nearly fell aslp thou the music was so loud. -.- william had 10 tics to supperclub for World Aids Day event. free flow drinks and fooood. (:

look at my long long longgg lashes!! damn chio right. i bought 10pairs of these at only 3.90 leh. means its like 39cents for a pair? jealous anottt?!?!?! LOL. i wanna try real eyelash extensions leh! who wanna go with me? they having buddy promotion at only $88 for two! anyone anyone?

>

cute right? they had alot of small tees for us to design when we're being creative or boreddddd. :D

event ended and we went over to marina square for pool since the bowling alley were so crowded -.-"

spend the entire day today blogging and nua-ing on the bed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. been 6hrs aldy. lol. the weather's tooooo goood to resist nua-ing~ :D

LALALALALALALALAALAAAAAAA~ bye.

happy 10th! :D

2009-11-30T01:32:00.001+08:00

love weekends bcos time always seem to pass so fast w so much things to do and enjoy! every single min works like seconds. boo! i just realised i need to really brush up on my english becos i feel really embarrassed of myself whn i was reading baby's soci paper the other day whn he showed me. i nearly fainted on the spot. out of 7 questions, i think i only manage to understand just one qn maybe? and baby told me they're suppose to answer 3 out of 7qns leh. i almost vomit blood can? -.-" imagine youve already played your part by mugging and memorising all the facts tht needs to be memorised bt you dont fucking understand wht the question is trying to ask you. SIAN OR NOT?

being sucha wonderful girlfriend, i actually accompanied baby to catch man u soccer match in the middle of the night. sthing is so wrong w me. HAHAHAHAHHA. soccer and mahjong is one of those tht my besties wont ask me along to join them bcos they know my ans by heart! ask my besties, they know me fucking well. lol. so while baby's catching his exciting(he claims) match, i read my study guide and thr's so many uncommon words tht i dont understand and i had to keep bugging baby to explain them to me. T.T

yesterday was 10th monthsary for baby and me. :D we actually went to comb the entire changi T3! please dont laugh at us bcos we had so much fun dating thr. lol! althou its just a simple terminal but thrs just so much stuff over thr! they even had cartooon network for children over at a corner. cool or wht?

had popeyes for brunch!! love their fries. awesome awesome really awesome!!! got really nice smell! cannot stop thinking abt it pls. and im so very hungry nw while typing this away but bcos i need to stop supper i better cease my thoughts! ): so sad. tell me how to resist my hunger while looking at all these finger lickin' pictures?!?!

going to die of hungry soooon like nowwwwwwwwwwwww! 快要饿死了啦! headed over to expo aft tht. baby was sneeeeeeezing like its nv ending. i wanted to laugh so hard but i really have to refrain myself frm doing tht! HAHAHAHAAHHAA! SITEX was nth interesting bcos i went to check out BB's price and the price was so depressing i decided to wait for the price to drop further. lol. dont understand why M1 charges BB at sucha high price of 438 when starhub's selling them away at 248. wtf right? its 200bucks of difference mind you. im not dumb.

spend the entire sunday w my parents and baby at sitex again. im so filial i know. conv w my parents on the car cant make me stop thinking and laughing abt it!! lol. parents just bought ukimono!!! cant wait to lay my hands on it! :D especially having S.H.E as their spokesperson! :D if you say im a slave for electronic gadgets, den my parents are slaves for OSIM. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

din realise joc and me got same laptop! HOHOHOHOHOHO! chio laptops got chio owners. this is a fact and its proven alr. :DDDDDDDDD anw cs and joc! its recommended to install windows 7!!!!!!!! hehehe! and jie, dont fall aslp in that 2.5hrs ah. its a lil draggy in the middleee. *YAWN* and youre not so sadistic to want to see how people die right? lol! gooooodluck for the last papers xinyi and joc! pressss on lah! (: i need to sleeep like now so i cant sleep my hunger away. ):
goodnight!

love me? i know you do. xoxo.

Windows 7, 2012

2009-11-28T01:09:00.002+08:00

im sucha nice sister! im helping erjie's 'bf' w his new itouch by installing those games tht ive purchased. he can save so much mooolahs! :D and no, ive never regretted getting those apps bcos they are Godly fun! i officially declare i cannot live w/o my itouch anymore. go get one and you'll knw wht i mean. lol.

anw. happy like a dog now cos my windows 7 software just arrived at my doorstep aft purchasing it like one mth ago. -.-" cant wait to install it but before tht i need to go and ask some IT expert if my files and everything will be affected or deleted. i dont want to end up screaming my lungs off aft installation tht my precious files are gone. >.> and if were to install it wht will happen to my software? windows 7 is too new tht im afraid my software/programs doesnt support it lor! omgwtfbbq.

weeeeekends are finally here and baby's done w his exams. hohoho! found out frm my lecturer tht we'll end our sch term early jan. followed by revision and prelims during april. aftwhich will be exams in may. which means to say thr'll be no sch between jan and apr? o.o! damn fucking slack. not sure if this is wht it is yet but i guess its more or less like this? :/

the other day. baby and i started playing w my webcam again! HAHAHAHAHA! had so much fun laughing like one mad cow. and tgt, we're two mad cows! :DDDDD

HAAHAHAHA! Last but not least, our version of 喜怒哀乐! aka happy, angry, upset and elated! LOL

LOVE YA LOVE YA VERY VERY MUCH!!

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blogged all these ytd.
had already install windows 7 into my damn chio laptop. HAHAHAHAHAHA! now my laptop is even chio-er lah! :DDDDD still trying to figure out windows 7 thou. kinda coool. everything's so far so gooood. (: anw, if youre interested to upgrade, dont worry, no files or programs will be deleted. cousin assured me tht 99% of programs tht supports vista works well under wins 7! hehehehe. thou sacrificing freaking 6hrs to install wins7, its still worth it for an IT geek like me. HAAHAHAHAHAHA!

thankgod its public holiday today. althou it doesnt make any difference to me, at least i get to do whtever i want instead of pretending to attend sch on fridays. zzz! nearly comb the entire town today w mom, sisters and B! saturday tomorrow which means gonna go dating w baby tml! yay! :D

manage to catch 2012 w the kiehls boys on wednesday aft not entering a movie theatre for god knows how long ah! the movie's 2.5hrs long and it was so draggy in the middle -.- din expect the ending to be like this thou. and i only like the ending. hahahahaaa! it was already dinner time whn we entered the theatre so we had to wait till the movie's over before our dinner. headed over to pastamania aft tht. thanks william for the treat! :D and its always a must for them to end off w a group pic! LOL. BTH.

anw. syahira, my very prettttty laptop for you to see! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

yay! happyhappy girl. gonna go and tour my windows 7 now already! byeee!
SHIT. BABY JUST TEXT ME AND SAID HAPPPPPPY 10TH MONTHSARY! OMGWTFBBQ! I FORGOT. >:( its okay! everyday is monthsary! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAA! :DDDDDDDD

TOTO!

2009-11-24T01:46:00.002+08:00

if you had followed me on twitter, you would have known my checkup results. anw, yea, guess it. bad news. really bad. imagine me taking 4 tablets every single day for 6weeks and knowing tht these tablets will eventually make me put on loads of weight seriously makes me go crazy! ): no use crying alr. for nw, i'll just face it and try not to think abt it anymore. yea, its difficult but i've to live w it right? its been 5 long years since i found out abt it. not easy going thru it. you dont knw how much ive been thru.

baby's finally done w 2 papers today and last paper tml! cant believe tht baby, jocelyn and xinyi are actually taking the same paper tgt. sounds funny right? lol. might be going msia on thurs. dont fcking give a damn. i hope baby can join us if i cant reject my parents cos it gonna be 4 fucking long days. zzz. hate it whn i cant connect to the internet 24/7. it is THAT rural okay. sucks whn all we can do is watch teevee the entire day and does nth but rot. even travelling to the nearest shopping mall needs an hr. -.- the only thing tht i can do over thr is sleeep sleep and sleep only.

mom asked me to help her get some quickpicks for TOTO aft dinner just nw. strolled over to gekpoh w baby and we bought quickpicks for ourselves tooooo! :D heh. din expect tht we actually won manage to get 4 numbers and won 30bucks! HOHOHOHOHOHO! lucky right!! :DDDDDD

skipping lecture tml. baby wants me to help him celebrate his post exams. lol. damn cute but i like! HAHAHAHAHAHA! love my new twitter profile background. mad chio!! aiya, dont wait already! follow me on twitter! lol! :D

cant help it but i really love the webcam in my new lapppppie! HAHAHAHAHAHA! i din realise i look like i din had anything on until torin told me abt it -.- of cos i was wearing a tank top lah duh!

rmb to scroll downnnnnnnnnn! baby wants to sell his pretty fred perry sneakers but its oversize for him! :D

凶多吉少

2009-11-22T23:06:00.004+08:00

spend the entire night ytd and today slacking rotting decaying moulding.
went to bed early last night since i was bored but i woke up after 3hrs of sleep/nap? T.T hiakhiak. caught hotshot all the way from 5am till 9am. zzz

prepared for cousin's wedding banquet and head over to msia w family. reach home in the evening and crash straight after finishing one episode of hotshot. -.-" hate it very much whn baby's having examssssssss. cant blabber nonsense to him cant talk to him cant see him. im crazy i knw but i cannot take it anymore. ): i knw he's trying very hard to spend as much time w me as possibleee but im just bored and i miss him sooooooooo much. nw i knw how it feels if your boyf enters NS bcos you can only limit yourself to talk for only few mins and you cant even see him for 5 days or maybe even moreee.. booooo! just suddenly feel like ranting. bleh. yes. im dependent on him. infact, over dependent, very much, alot. but who cares?

checkup tml. 凶多吉少. sorry syahira, i dont know hw to phrase it in english. lol. lets just pray hard its gonna be only 3 tablets instead of 5. ): i dont wanna go back to square 1. ive been thru it, my girlfriends have been thru it w me too. we knw how terrible those days were....... i just hope thr's no relapseeee which is totally impossible i guess. sigh. wht can you expect whn my weight have been plunging like crazy for the past weeks and me always feeling breatheless and hving so many sleepless nights is just so crazy. the symptoms are showing it alr. results out tml. will tweet abt it then...

明天如果发生什么事，我都一定要坚强！
for now, just wait for baby's paper to end this coming tues so he got all the time in the world for me! :D today's date: 11.22.2009. sucha pretty date isnt it? heh.

anw. grabbed frm B's blogggg!

BRAND NEW AUTHENTIC FRED PERRY TIPP CUFFED

Image taken from the web

Measurements:

UK size 9 / US size 10 / European 43

For the benefit of the interested buyers, here are some self taken pictures of the shoes itself.
Pardon the low quality pictures though, coz my own camera is spoilt since last halloween :(((
The pictures taken below are captured with my E71, which basically has a damn lousy camera.

But after some photo editing, the colour is as true to the original product as possible :)

The blue is a very light shade of blue, slightly turqoise.

With a PINK stripe in the middle, sandwiched between the Blue.

Red Fred Perry logo at the sole

Never worn before, except the time when I tried before I bought it.

Thus, it's as good as totally brand new and in tip top condition :)

Selling it because I bought it at one size too big, hence it doesnt fit me.

Gonna use the money to buy a new pair that fits more comfortably ^^

Retail price is at the range of SGD$130 - SGD$150.

Online price at the UK websites that I've checked is around 49 pounds.

49 pounds is around the SG pricing too, excluding shipping costs.

So now, I'm willing to let it go at $100 nett minimum!!!

AWESOME DEAL RIGHT???

STARTING PRICE: SGD$100
STARTING PRICE: SGD$100
STARTING PRICE: SGD$100
STARTING PRICE: SGD$100
STARTING PRICE: SGD$100
STARTING PRICE: SGD$100
STARTING PRICE: SGD$100

Interested buyers please email me your offer at

wobuhouhui_7@hotmail.com

Item goes to the highest bidder! :)

pikmun's 21st

2009-11-21T21:26:00.003+08:00

wth? november's ending. dont knw whr did my november go to. (-.-") i cant wait for dec to come cos im going HK to celebrate this christmas over thr w babyboy and my sisters! :D missyjocccc, dont tempt me alr. lol. i knw im flying only on the last weeek of dec! lol. anw, i spend the entire week slacking over at B's and going to sch. days just pass by so fast every single dayyyyy. kept slping like nobody bis over at B's cos his room is fucking cold it just makes me feel sleepy every single sec. -.- i am so gonna wear as thick as possible in HK cos the temp is alr 11deg nw. win liao!! it will definitely gets colder as the time passes! just kill me!!

went pikmun 21st last sat w the SLs over at the centris, the condo abv jurongpoint! haven seen them for so long i pretty much miss their nonsense. i miss bullying them! hahahahaha! :D the swimming pool over thr is damn bigbigbigbigbig! damn high can!we kept fooling ard the condo.
lol.

i swear. i want a humongous customised balloon with my name on my 21st flying on the rooftop of my hse! hahahahahahaha! the below one is still not big enough ok! girlfs and baby you all heard tht?!?!?!?

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DEAR. (:
was bored when i reach home end up playing w my webcam. HAHAHAHHA! haven camwhore for quite sometime alr! lol.

went ikea w baby ytd for lunch! super love their meatballs and chicken wings to max! feel like revamping my rooooooom agn aft seeing so many lovely furnituresss. but ive got no idea on wht to do! i saw a sofa bed ytd tht cost 1.4k. wahlao. i want i want i want! so wht should i do to convince my mom? lol.

going msia to attend a wedding tml. baby's busy w exams. xinyi is, jocelyn and chisuen tooooo. everyone is!! sometime later, it'll be my turnnnn. T.T called wanqin up tday and caught up w her! the other day whn i went pasar malam, i saw wanqin and jumped onto her! LOL! i want to get a blackberry but i just realised its been only 9mths since i last changed my phone. i am sucha slave for electronic gadgets! zzz! angryyyyyy. ohyes. has anyone been to kittylab at expo already? cos i want to go but im afraid it'll be boring and no photography is allowed. duh.

just realised i did this entry 5 days ago. lol.

question!

2009-11-13T01:44:00.006+08:00

i know i have a couple of malay friends who reads my blog. hellooooooo my dearest malay friends!!

i have a question for you guys!

Qn: do all malays have the privilege of not having to pay school fees frm primary school to secondary school? if so, is junior college included or even up to university?

if youre not a malay and you knw the answer do let me know too? its not strictly for malays only lah! do let me know!! anw. im just curious! :D i wanna know the result. plsplsplsplss tell me in my tagboard ok? deeply appreciated! :)))))

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have been craving for ikea's meatballs lately. i guess its more of all of ikea's food. ): sobsobsob. need to release man! but i keep spending whn im out. ): sighhhh. my long awaited weekends are finally here. i think my weekends started long ago. only attended one out of four lectures for the entire week. which also means tht i only went to sch on tues. so my weekends unofficially started on wednesday. i am sucha slacker omfg. >.> haiyah. whtever. dont fucking care.

felt fucking terrible on wednesday morning on the way to sch. i was already on the way to sch. on the busssss whn i suddenly felt like puking. i swear i was having cold swear in an air-con bus. duh. alighted at sunset way and sat at the bus stop for awhile. u-turned and went to find baby at his place. so glad to be in baby's arms. (: napped till noon and met serene at kallang station for our dimsum crave! mongkok dimsum as awesome as always! can never get enough of it pls! :D serene, send me photos ok? hehe. went town w baby aft tht. i got royce bitter choco for baby to try bcos i still cant forget the taste of it whn i had it the first time. it was damn gooood! :) bought alot of falsies! wanted to do eye lash extension but forget it. another day maybe? hah.

spend the entire day today at Baby's! he's awesome. he bathed happy, wore diapers for her, play w her and fed her. fyi, baby does all these everytime!!!!! imma so proud of youu! :*) and y'knw being sucha lazy me, i was actually sleeeeping the whole while eh. >.> actually having happy's like having a child of our own. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so nw i know baby will actually have the responsiblity to take care of a child. LOL. oh yes, happy's having menses nw so thts speaks why she hafto wear diapers. she's a grown up liao! omgomgomg. so fast!!

some photos we tooook the other day whn we went to starhub casting! :D tht place was so ulu......... >.>

still pondering over wht to do tml. will most prob stay at home and chiong hotshot! :) pikmun's 21st this coming sat. gonna be at her new condo abv jurongpoint. dope right?

chisuen just came online and we played with this stupid facebook app. we're suppose to input our chinese names and then our characteristics will be out.

chisuen's name first! AHAHAHAH!!!!

郑治镟的內在想法
善於思考且非常懂得去摸索及研究
心思細膩，而且毅力十足
善於溝通與說服他人，人際關係良好
有時想太多讓人覺得優柔寡斷
個性溫和，表面上會接受他人的意見，但內心還是堅持自己的

郑治镟的外在行為
很會顧自己的形象，是屬於很被看好、被欣賞的人
很有耐性，善用溝通的方式解決事情
對於決定好的事、想要的東西，就會堅持到底
有點自戀傾向，對自己太滿意了
既使做錯事也會掩飾的很好，直到事情爆發到不可收拾才會認錯

den chisuen ask me to try mine! LOL

林采燐的內在想法
很好相處，愛好和平、不大會與人起衝突
懂得討長輩的歡心，是個受長輩寵愛的人
聰明、反應快，學習能力相當好
常常三分鐘熱度的學習態度，所以會的東西很多、但沒一樣精
害怕壓力太大，會當鴕鳥躲起來

林采燐的外在行為
外表溫柔內心倔強的人，內心嚴重的缺乏安全感
佔有慾會顯得比較強烈，常常會不安
事情會自己全部攬起來做，比較勞碌命
有時太愛計較，讓自己很累
個性比較保守，做事相對也比較安份

Baby's!

刘伟杰的外在行為
一向非常安逸、隨和，相當樂觀
本身沒什麼憂患意識，總是相信事情到了最後一定有解決的地步
不喜歡受約束，愛好自由
做事保守、不容易衝動，會先收集資訊再決定怎麼做
理想抱負很多，講得很有自信，但壓力一來逃得比誰都快。

刘伟杰的內在想法
個性非常的隨和、令人覺得很有親和力
脾氣不錯比較懂得採納他人的意見
有時太過於隨和讓人覺得無原則可言
常常當個爛好人，不懂得拒絕別人
雖然平時脾氣不錯，固執起來時也挺像牛的

after tht, we both decided to try xinyi's one! HAHAHAHAHHAHA

林欣怡的內在想法
很好相處，愛好和平、不大會與人起衝突
懂得討長輩的歡心，是個受長輩寵愛的人
聰明、反應快，學習能力相當好
常常三分鐘熱度的學習態度，所以會的東西很多、但沒一樣精
害怕壓力太大，會當鴕鳥躲起來

林欣怡的外在行為
個性穩定、行事作風保守的人
有時候會太堅守原則，讓人覺得很難溝通
重視家人，常常會以家人的意見為中心
有恒心毅力，不會半途而廢
個性較直來直往，很容易被看穿心事

den to joc!

刘欣云的內在想法
頭腦反應快，模仿學習力強
個性主動積極，但也急性子
在不如自己意時會搞小團體，或者做一些挑撥的事
性格比較激烈急躁，是個耐心不足的女孩子
對自己要求比較嚴格，在團隊中也不甘願認輸，比較好強

刘欣云的外在行為
個性一向不服輸，愛爭贏，還很愛面子
懂得表現自己、愛出風頭
不喜歡受約束，但是你卻會會約束他人
有時太強勢，而且會強迫他人接受自己的觀點
會帶頭起哄，炒熱氣氛

and den wanqin's! lol

傅婉琴的內在想法
有自我個性，喜歡獨樹一格、與眾不同的
交際手脕非常好，個性活躍，是個公關型高手
對於有興趣的事很有研究精神
口才很好，說得話常常讓人覺得很有道理
思緒常常用跳的，讓人搞不懂你在想什麼

傅婉琴的外在行為
個性比較急，對於事情的決定非常快速
決定好的事情不會被別人影響，有自己的原則
對自己的內在及外在都很有自信
有時喜歡命令他人幫自己做事，讓人覺得比較自我
個性比較執著，雖然可以溝通，但不容易被說服
思緒常常用跳的，讓人搞不懂你在想什麼

and we both conclude tht xinyi's one most accurate! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!! had a great time laughing at all theseee! yes! we are that bored. he is forever nonsensical. :DDDDD
hah. okay. ciao.

i just wish all these didnt happen.
but whtever happens, happened for a reason. :)

2009-11-10T02:04:00.000+08:00

thou ive been slacking for the past entire weeeek. it's always been worthwhile w baby around. :D im sorry baby tht i made u slack w me! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! no. im not bullying my boyf. infact, im so very nice bcos im helping him. lol.

we manage to catch a couple of movies eh. alot of vampires shows, jennifer's body, paranormal activity, sisters keeper, orphan, lots of gossipgirl episodes, etcetc. lol. basically tooo much lah. but we finally went out today. we went chinatown for lunch and did alot of walking and my legs' aching like crap nw!

i think ive been thinking alot these days. i knw im being selfish not sharing it w anyone. but its okay lah. i doubt B wants to hear it anyway. its nonsense. nothing got to do w me but i just like to think. heh. i think these people have rly low IQ and EQ. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. they should just die right nw so tht they wont waste any space on earth. maybe they shld burn in hell too. lol. if you just lead your own life and stop stepping on people's tails, i doubt they bother abt u anyway. sometimes, its just tht youre too kpo. just admit it ok? you dont go around spreading things tht put people down. reflect on yourself before opening your mouth. most people just cant be trusted. thats all.

dont knw wht ive been doing the past weeks lah. i met up w my girls finally w/o xinyi bcos she is forever so busy. love girlfriends bcos we can talk anything and everything. you just jump frm one topic to another randomly. i miss them. ): its always so nice to catch up. and then on friday baby and i bump into xinyi w kokhao at jurongpoint. awesome or wad we actually drove over to boonlay and had dessert! :D

ohyea, worked w serene for starhub. they had this business seminar at panpacific. very long hours. super low pay. woke up at 5am. fuck lah. they were fucking unreasonable. swear never to work for them agn anymore! i swear!! they made us wear stupid uniform that made us rly stupid. :@ worst is, i wasnt feeling well the entire day and we werent inform tht we have to wear this stupid uniform. zzz

went casting for another job this afternooon w baby and serene. it was pouring like crazy! we had to cross the road to get to the building but we ended up cabbing thr. like so fucking stupid right. roll eyes. i hope we get the job. :D hoho!

kept telling myself tht i need supper but i haven quit yet. damn it. should start doing sthing abt it lah. zzz. and need to start sleeping early cos ive been slping later than 3am everynight despite having to wake up at 6am for an 8am lecture. -.- need to pack my bag for lecture tml in case i cant wake up early to pack it. argh!!! need to paint my nailsssssssssssss too. wtf. and most imptly, need to start revision like fucking soooon. FML.

enough of random stuff. the thought of having sch tml turns me off. can never get enough of weekends thou ive got really long weeekends. friday, saturday, sunday and monday. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!
bye.

P/S laptop seems to be emitting electricity. wth

2009-11-06T01:58:00.000+08:00

ytd, baby and i brought happy over to The Pet Emporium for grooming session. It was a last min decision bcos B keeps complaining tht thr's lots of matts on happy. Matts aka tangles so we had to bring her for grooming in case thrs more matts to come. zzz. becos it was so last min, we ended up calling alot of groomers to book our impromtu appt but thr all were fully booked. for some, we can only bring happy over the nxt day. so we dismiss tht idea and kept calling. we finally manage to book one over at upper bt timah. :D Before tht, serene accompanied me to find B and we had brunch tgt! :D

cab home aft tht w happy den we drove up to upper bt timah. had a hard time locating the place! manage to find it at last and still had a hard time locating the builing aft we've reached! lol.

the owners were very nice! they made us feel very welcome and talk to us abt anything under the sun! we can chose to stay in and just leave happy thr but bcos we're new to the grooming ctr, we had to be thr. :) 2.5hrs seems to pass damn fast! really satisfied w their service! and plus they made happy sucha pretty girl now. pls note tht happy is not a very gd girl whn it comes to grooming bcos she keeps moving around non-stop. boo. anw. we were allowed to ask them anything and everything and we can even enter the grooming rm!

after bathing! :D heh.

the dog below is damn big! i swear it's definitely taller than me if it were to stand up! omg. serene sure likes him!

sausage dog! damn fucking cute right? :DDDD hehehehe!

i know i look damn cui without make up. >.> lol.

trimming alil here and thrr...

done! :D

on the way back home, bet our lil baby's too tired. usually she's really hyper and loves to walk to and fro, left and right at the back seats.

rmb to groom your pets at The Pet Emporium!
they're really nice and im sure you wont regret! :D

wed blueees.

2009-11-04T00:15:00.001+08:00

im gonna go and try to hit the sheets now bcos i think my right eye's having a lil sore eye which i dont knw why. probably caused by my contact lens tht has just expired. BOO! damn painful i wish i can stop whining and sleep. update tml. night. needa wake up at 6.45am for a 830 lecture.......... wednesdays blueeeeeeeeeee.

one gd news. i think chisuen can receive my sms alr bcos he text me and told me tht he received my sms! :D

ciao.

hai.

2009-11-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

我很累。
不喜欢被夹在中间的感觉。
虽然现在的一切都是我想要的。
为什么我还是不开心？
byebye.

Cousin's Msia Wedding ; Mom's Birthday!

2009-10-25T03:12:00.002+08:00

i rmb jocelyn telling me about Genie 桌文萱 past. she used to be quite chubby and she wasnt popular like how much she is now. happened to catch 娱乐百分百 few days ago and she was on the show tht day. Baby told me the same thing abt wht joc told me abt her past and decided to google abt it. and guess wad? i was freaking shock whn i saw her past.

this is her NOW.

wahlao. can u believe it? i oso want t be like her leh. she's damn hot now! and so skinny! and so prettttttty! 真的很漂亮! 我要我要我要我要我真的要啦!!!!!

how can someone change so much? if you ask me, my first reation will be - she went thru plastic surgery! but then again, BABY SAID THT I DONT LOOK LIKE HOW I USED TO BE IN THE PAST. HE SAY I'M VERY CUI IN MY SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS. AND HE SAY IF I WERE TO SHOW THE WHOLE WORLD MY PICTURES IN SECONDARY SCHOOL, EVERYONE WILL SURE SAY I WENT THRU PLASTIC SURGERY TOO. BOO! -.-" nvm. i believe she slimmed down. lol

nvm about tht. anw. today's cousin's wedding banquet over at malaysia. hehe. had fun and we celebrated mom's and uncle's birthday too. :) took plenty of photos again cuz thrs rly nth much tht we can do either. heh.

mom wants her photos and dad's to be remain anonymous online. lol.

yep. thts all abt it thou thr's more but mom doesnt want her photos to appear so i got no choice! :D done w summarising cousin's wedding. (: congrats and hope he will have a blissful marriage life! heh!

ohyes. thr's this stupid asshole who keeps adding me in fb. usually, i'll only add friends into my facebook acc so i'll reject people i dont know. EVEN a layman knows tht if youre being rejected in facebook for so many times, you jolly well accept it tht he/she doesnt want to befriend you and just simply fuck off. i dont know why this dumbass, dont know if he's too dumb or he chose to stay ignorant, keeps adding me whn ive alr rejected him countless times. you know how irritating it is whn this person keeps appearing in your 'Add to friend' List whn you dont fucking want to be his friend! you mean you can force people to be your friend? *ROLL EYES* i even thought tht maybe i was once my friend whom i cannot recognise now, so i went to send him a fb msg.

Katty, he says his your friend. zzz. so i must accept him if he is katty's friend? i must accept him if ive added him in friendster before? so does tht mean tht if he is my girlfriends' friend or boyfriend's friend or any friend's friend, i am OBLIGE to add him? wahlao. and guess wad? aft i sent him tht facebook msg, u know wht he did agn? HE ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK AGAIN! WTH. IS HE BRAINLESS OR STUPID OR DUMB OR WHAT? cheebong!

so... i decided to block him! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA!
imma happy girl again! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ohyes. mommy has agreed to let me go hongkong in dec w baby! AWESOME! :) need to really start saving up for hongkong trip cuz i can foresee lots of spending! Baby and i just cash out our nuffnang moodlah! hope we'll get it in time for hongkong trip! if you know any friends who happens to want to find a tutor, do look for me cuz im looking for a tutee, just leave your email in my tagboard will do!! :D
once again, happy birthday mommmmmmy! ♥

hungry. zzz

2009-10-25T00:29:00.001+08:00

im so hungry now. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! i cannot eat anymore supper lah. i have been eating it every single night leh. ): i keep telling myself tht i will stop eating supper tml, i will stop eating supper tml but its of no use at all! zzz. im really very hungry. i feel like eating cup noodles but at the same time, im so afraid tht dad will catch me eating it bcos he doesnt like us to eat supper so often! HOW!?!?!? Baby doesnt like me to eat too much either. 我该怎么办!

im very tired lah. i cant sleep because my hair's still so freaking wet! T.T blahhhhhhh. tired hungry tired hungry TIRED AND HUNGRY. im really going to go bonkers! (*@&#*@(@#*@#(@#)@$

anw. im going to tell mommy sthing tml. hope she allows and then i can blog it out. heh. cant wait. let us all cross our fingers tgt! :D really excited pls. heheheheheee! heh. wht shld i do now............... nvm.
goodnight everybody. i better go eat my cup noodles! byebye! LOL. wedding banquet agn tml. hehehehhee.

i want to be the happiest girl everyday. &i will. :D
希望大家每天都会开开心心的过每一天。不管是雨天或晴天，请记得带着微笑！记得哦，我们能活的每一天，都是奇迹。

P/S Mommy's birthday tomorrow. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! super good timing yo!

Cousin's Wedding

2009-10-24T02:38:00.000+08:00

haven met my girls for the longest time man! quickquick! we need to catch up! :) dinner dinner pls! lol.

have been so busy for the past weekends. first it was sarah's birthday. den it was my cousin's wedding! gonna be another one this coming weekend. :) woo. damn busy man! kay, some quick updates on these photos! :)

went over to my cousin's place early in the morning last sunday cuz we had to follow them to their solumnisation at keppel club for rehearsals cuz Baby and me were the emcees for their banquet. :) i only had less thn 2hrs of slp the night before. B kept disturbing me and said maybe i feel like im the one getting married thts why i chldnt slp bcos i was too excited. -.-"

arrived at keppel club waiting for their solumnisation. it was just beside the sea leh. damn cool! but the weather was so terrible. we sweat like crazy!

the restaurant was kinda vintage because of these red laterns. cousin told me one of the reasons why he chose this place was because of these laterns. he loves them. LOL.

baby changing his vest into a tieee and me taking candid shots thru mirror reflection! :D mom came and was forced to change into another set of clothes too. zZzzzz

sisters came after tht. ting brought her polaroid camera tht day! had so much fun playing w it. love the photos taken. :D ohyes! thr were 2 VIP tables tht day and my entire family was from one of the table! mad cooool ok! lol

yep. us, as the emcees of the day. (: we sat right infront of the stand, easier for us to go up and down to talk. :D this pic was taken when we were waiting for the bride and groom to walk dwn the red carpet after introducing them. super impromtu! B just told me to look into the camera and then it was taken alr. lol.

without fail, there'll be a 'YUMSENG' session every wedding. because we were the emcees, we get to have a share of champagne too! :D

okay. done! will try to blog more! have been eating supper practically everynight leh. damn cui! ): boooo. i dont want to start gaining weight again whn ive already tried so hard to lose them. zzz. kay. byebye!

ohyes. looking for jobs. if you got any lobangs, pls let me know! :D

Chinatown

2009-10-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

eh. i just realised i nv blogged abt my chinatown trip w baby before! lol. i know its random but i was looking thru the archives and i haven been posting up alot of pictures. lazy to edit their sizes lah. you know how big the photos are! anw. the chinatown photos! :)

getting ready to set off!

the porridge is like the best ive ever tasted. its awesome! at maxwell market! ;)

i should be studying for my econs test tml but i haven start any revision yet. whtever. i lose hope alr. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

i want to be free.

Sarah's 21st. Nails extension

2009-10-13T02:58:00.001+08:00

just did my nails over at ahboo's place ytd. (: the nails are really damn prettty but it only toook me one day and only 50% of my nails are intact nw. ): argh. my initial plan was to save my nails for my cousin's wedding this coming sunday which i always thought was a saturday. but i doubt it can last tht long now. ): long nails are so pretty but they make me handicap at the same time. i cant take out my contact lens for godsake no matter how hard i tried. -.-

can never get enough of weekends thou ive got 4 days every weeeek. i knw i shldnt be asking for moreeeeee but its really nt enough at all. boooo. back to sch tml. freaking 6hrs long. mad crazy. zzz.

anw. sarah's 21st was damn coool cuz her theme was star awards. thr was a singing competition and the awards are trophies! there was even a red carpet at the doorstep. stayed over and helped to prepare quite abit. esp the backdrop. heh. DIY-ed by us(Baby, Kevin, William and me). we had quite an enjoyable time doing the backdrop and took quite a few crazy shots. ^^ Kiehls boys put up a very cute performance for her and it was really funny! :) we also did the balloons and kept laughing bcuz the boys were playing w the helium gas! lol! its damn funnny whn they inhale the gases and produce super high pitch voice!

some photos i grabbed frm FB. william's really fast. omg. hope sarah enjoyed her celebbation!

urgh! am so lazy to upload the photos frm my cam. have yet to copy the notes frm my friend. ita staring at me on my table! and i hafto pass it back to her tml lah! omggggxzzzzxzzzzz! sian.

realised ive been receiving lots of feedback frm everybody except baby tht ive beeen driving really fast lately. :/ am i? my avg speed's usually 100km/hr. considered fast? o.O but im really scare tht i'll receive any summon frm the traffic police any sooner bcuz i think ive been speeding across alot of speeding cameras leh. howwwwww?!?!

just had supper w my sis. bought the pratas frm prata wala @ jp. nth special or nice. just the usual prata.. maybe it doesnt even taste any better thn the usuals xcept for the steeep prices.

really dont feel like attending any lectures for the rest of the week and just sleeep my day off...... thrs econs test on wed and i dont fucking feel like going for it!! ciao.

Social Interview

2009-10-09T01:22:00.003+08:00

BOO!

i just took a long 2hrs nap eh. dont know how long i'll take to feel slpy again. baby was hogging on to dragonica whn i was napping. shldnt have introduce him this game. now he's all so addicted to it. roarrrrr.

its thurs again! time really flies! omg. really lor. 岁月真的不饶人! sigh. anw. its the start of my oh so wonderful weekends again. :D heading over sarah's 21st birthday chalet over at changi. hope it'll be great cuz kiehls boys are putting up a show for her. HAHAHAHAHA. gonna be very interesting! :)

something is very wrong w my internet tonight. my twitter page doesnt reload. i cant log in to my hotmail to check my emails. it just keeps telling me that the server is busy busy busy. -.-

anw. i went to try out this social interview facebook app just nw and it was damn fun and cooool. baby went to play with it too and he got this qn! lol!!

1. SocialInterview.com asked me:
"How did you become friends with Ferynn Lim?"

I answered: "Bumped into her on the bus to Downtown East for Hey Gorgeous filming on the 1st day. Thought she was a malay >.< Now she's my gf. FML (ooops! FTW I MEAN!) =P"

2. SocialInterview.com asked me:
"If you knew today was your last day on Earth, how would you spend it and why?"

I answered: "I would spend it lying on my bed with Ferynn, tucked under our blackets and close our eyes, arms around each other and a smile on our faces :))))"

really interesting. the qns tht they ask you make you laugh your ass off. HAHAHAHA!

i was lying on the bed aft baby went home whn i suddenly thought of sthing. i realised i have been taking so much things for granted esp towards this very special friend of mine. im sorry. im really sorry for everything. i hope i'll be a better friend and thanks for everything tht you've been doing for me all these while. im really bless to have you as a friend! :))

okay. shall go and play dragonica whn i bored ltr. LOL
ohyes. just a reminder for everyone. enjoy life and be happpppy okay? :)

dead

2009-10-06T22:05:00.002+08:00

eeeeeee! after looking at joc's blog, i really want to go back states agn lah. but its only fun if you're going by yourself and friends/loves, planning your own itineries because it wont be that fun going on a tour grp. you can just spend hours doing things tht you like instead of rushing frm places to place. :))

i think its coming to the 9th week of school aldy. but i seriously dont knw wht the hell are the lecturers yaking abt everyday. i think ive officially turn into a skipper for sch. hai. need to start revision sooon. i haven done any hw/revision for such a long time. im dead. no motivation! howwwwwwwwwwwwwww. T.T

okay. give me some tips to start pls. or who wants to study w me? hahahahahaaa. hate essays. totally not my cup of tea. arghhhhhhhhh. baby having soci mid term tml. xinyi and joc tooo i think. lol. lucks! :)

快要疯掉了.

meaningful.

2009-10-04T15:33:00.001+08:00

this morning, i saw an wedding invitation card on the dining table.
thrs a quote on the card thts really meaningful and left a deeep impression in my heart.

" Love is not a matter of how many years together but its the years to count."

interesting uh? (;
cant wait for my cousin's wedding! 2 more weeeeeeks! the thought of having baby and me as their wedding emcees makes me jump abit! hohoho! :D

Baby's 23rd, Canon, Jueying's 21st

2009-10-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

promise baby i'll do up an entry and since i got the time now. i better finish this up before it goes into my draft again. i was browsing thru my past entries last night whn i realised ive got lots of drafts unpublished because i always ended up blogging w/o publishing them. lol.

i hate to say this but i think ive lost interest in blogging. we shall see when will my blogging vibes be back! i feel like changing my blogskin. hmmm. maybe changing it will make me blog more. :D my blog's getting really really boring. yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

anw. if you like to read. den just read and shut up. if not just dont come. i dont need readers. i update because my gfs and friends cares for me and wants to know whts happening in my life.

pretty busy for the past weeks. jueying's birthday celebration. and then working to work for canon at ComChest 2009. :) after tht was 8th monthsary w baby and then baby's long awaited 23rd birthday. hehehe. thrs just tooo much photos!! enjoy scrolling. :)))

Baby's 23rd birthday. went downstairs to prepare to light up his birthday cake at 11.55pm. i was so afraid he'll suspect anything because i keep disappearing frm my roooom. hahahhaha! it was damn funny. went to get the helium ballooon to make him look like a kid. :D anw. baby's was surprised lah. and thts only part 1 of his birthday i had planned for him. yay. lol. i really love the words on the cake. its damn pretttttty!

hope he really likes his present because i toook such a long time trying to get him a birthday present tht he really likes. my boyfriend is really fussy whn it comes to things tht he own u know! even the kiehls boy said so. they even went to the extent of calling me to ask if he wants anything. hahahaha!

i had lecture at 8.30am the nxt morning so baby went home to prepare first. he din expect tht the 2nd part of bday tht ive planned for him was actually whn i wasnt around. :D hehehehe. when i was hving lecture i suddenly received a msg frm him saying tht im really cheeky and thank me for the flowers. really glad he likes it. imagine my heart beating so hard during lecture waiting for the surprise to be delievered to him. LOL!

we headed over to suntec after tht. it was really funnny when baby kept guessing the place tht im bringing him to. he've been urging me and everybody around him&me to tell him whr im bringing him to on his birthday! HAHAHAHAAHHAHA!

we settled down at kushinbo buffer over at suntec. the food's not bad. but the variety's kinda limited eh. but anw. we had our own fair share of fun, joy and laughters! :D

afterwhich, i told baby tht we're going marine barrage, our part 4 plan of the day! :D we went to chinatown to get a kite because we had so much trouble finding a kite at peninsular. zzz. it was really exciting flying a kite because i had never tried before! hehe. marine barrage's kinda ulu. we had a hard time trying to locate the place lah. imagine we even drove up to the IR tht are still under construction! lol. and ended up asking a bangala for direction! HAHAHAHAHAAH!!!

finally we manage to find marine barrage after so much turns. settled down and baby started settling up the kite! it was damn big!!! den we began flying the kite but we din manage to fly it leh! cuz the kite too big. LOLLLL. nxt time we shld buy a smaller one lah!

after tht we went back to marina square to catch the movie bloodties. the show's kinda draggy! but i like the twist at the ending. coooool! :D we wanted to head over to somewhr else but i couldnt wake up in the end lah! x: hope you like the celebration, surprises and the presents baby! loveyaa! hope you'll always be happy everyday!

ComChest 2009 - Canon

went to work for canon at labrador park last sunday. haven been standing for long hrs for so long alr. legs were aching so badly aft the event. T.T but nevertheless, had fun taking photos for people and printing them out instantly. coool hur. (;

really love the seaview leh. damn chio! super chio can!!!

Jueying's 21st Birthday

last sat evening was jueying's 21st birthday celebration. cooolest birthday party ive ever attended. :D her birthday theme was 'colourful' and if you follow the theme, you'll get a bar of delicious chocolate frm her! hehehhee. happy belated birthday girl!

in between the party we played games and had a reallly good laugh! there are many things hidden in this treasure box and everyone will be blindfolded and take turns to hit the box till it burst! den all the presents will start falling out such as hongbaos and many random magazines cut outs. hehehe. lucky me got a $2 note! lol

all the abv are people frm my poly course. :))

the upcoming weekends will be very pack! attending sarah's 21st birthday chalet. cousin's wedding the following weekend w me and baby as their emcees and mom's birthday! :D till i blog agn. hehe. enjoy life okay! hope i'll update sooooon!

new collectioon

2009-09-23T00:51:00.001+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooo!
new collection launched! :) love this collection alot! :D
do supppport! <3

will blog sooon! :))))))

steamboat

2009-09-18T03:16:00.000+08:00

i didnt know it would be so tiring trying hard to complete GG season 2 asap because baby's waiting for me to complete and then we can catch season 3 tgt. :D this week have been one hell of a weeeeeek! soci test on tuesday which i tried very hard to smoke thru and then squeezing out as much brain juicee as i can to complete my assignment for management writing as much as possible. all thanks baby w all his help! feel so loveeeeeeeeee! :)))) im so glad. this week's finally over!

i think im crazy i just finished up a big bowl of noodles soup for supper. -.-" gonna gain so much weight agn. argh! supper's such a killer man.

just uploaded a few photos taken weeks ago into my laptop. baby alr uploaded to his lappie some time ago. lol. i know i know. i am slow. =P

impromtu steamboat w serene dear the other day. :)

goodnight. GG here i come.

loathe

2009-09-15T01:48:00.001+08:00

i think i should be turning in early tonight because i have beeen staying up really late the past few nights. rly so bad tht chisuen have been practically chasing me to sleeep everynight. lol. he usually goes online ard 12pm - 2pm over at states, imagine the major time difference, and the time here will be 4am - 5am. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

catching gossip girl everynight. trying to finish everything asap but i only have time to settle down whn everyone's turning in.. i think im so busy but i dont knw wht im busy with. i always ended up w impromtu programs on the day itself. kept telling myself tht im gonna start on my biz managment essay 2 weeeks ago but its still not done yet! im still thinking if i shld hand it up since the marks are not included anw. &im having a soci test tml, i din even realised it. lol. im so dead. i haven even studied for it. zzz i really feel like skipping it.........

gotten a new laptop over at comex fair few days ago. not rly awesome. dont like vista. miss XP like mad. trying to get used to the super wide spread keyboard. figuring it out to use so many stupid functions! transfering as much data as possible frm the old love. nvm. trying rly hard to get it use to it now.

blogging seems like a chore to me nw. i hope i wont loathe blogging because im really feeling it right now. very sian of wadever things im doing. i think i can start settling down alr. hehehehehe. did you get the joke?

tired. weird ending off like tht. wadever. kthxbye. anw jooo. why u never call me ytd during the banquet. ):

i rly dont understand...

busy bumble beeeee

2009-09-11T16:42:00.001+08:00

have been quite busy these days with everything. frm going to school for so many hrs of lecture trying veh hard to stay awake every single lectures but ended up falling aslp and meeting baby to the gathering w my bffs because kahyong and eric's entering the army, plus going over to baby's place almost everyday just to have happy to make my day, trying to complete gossip girl(i knw im slow but whtever), teaching tuition, bitching w xinyi, catching up during steamboat w serene w baby, trying to very hard to come online because my laptop's screwed and etc etccc. thr's too much happenings these days i dont knw whr to start.

finally a day off and hiding in my rooom trying hard not to let my parents find out tht im at home today. :D awesomee! love staying at home. but i think i slept tooo much because im suffering from very serious post-sleep-migraine. argggh. i was seriously trying to start on my assignment whn i decided to check my mail and i realised tht i need to clear loads of them. cant wait to get out of hse later. meeting the boy and kiehls boys for dinner to celebrate sept babies bday. speaking of which, my boyfriend's birthday is around the corner........ hmmmmmm. :)

cant wait for the comex fair tml. haven decided wad laptop to get but i hope it'll be sthing i like and i'll stick to it and love it like mad for as long as i can. :D fyi, ive got super short attention span. zzz. yea, i admit. i cant take care of things for nuts.

ohyes. sales page coming up on herlittlealley and new collection coming up! so yea, stay tune. :D love how things are slowly coming up. :)

if i dont blog, just check my twitter updates. im still twittering very often! see y'll thr!

seventh & Iceskatting.

2009-09-01T01:24:00.004+08:00

i just cannnot stop crying whn i think about happy because she means so much to me. i really dont know how long i will take to get over this. i just hope i will be fine. really. i dont knw wht i will do the nxt moment if i cannnot take it anymore. everything is just not going well. every single thing hurts me so much nw. ): i wish i'll be better sooon. Baby told me to fake depression in front of my parents and i told him i think i dun even need to fake it. its so bad, really.

and then, baby just said i shld blog more happier stuff. okay. i will try. :) 7th monthsary, we caught final destination 3D. the movie's not bad. okay. it din freaked me out w the 3D effects but its kinda gruesome thou. just realised tht the movies screened recently are all so-so only. we caught the proposal way before it came out in the theatre so i dont count tht. hehe.

so we went din tai feng for bunch and had steamed chilli crab 小笼包 was really damn awesomee!! and realised tht the original tasted so-so now. lol. we just woke up not long ago. tht explains our morning faces.

i dont know why, baby loves to take random and super candid shots of me!!!

headed over to marina to catch the show. kinda sick of the shopping malls in singapore. i think the fav thing me and my gfs like to do now is to walk round and round, up and down shopping malls w/o even entering any of the shops. lol. i misss my girlfriends so much. we so gonna meet soooon okay?

baby knws how much ive been suffering these days. he knws how hard it is on me. i was quite surprise whn he asked me if i hate my parents. i know how he feels but i really dont hate them. afterall they brought me up and i love them. we all flows w the same blood. :) anw. he brought me over to kallang leisure park for iceskating as a surprise to make me happpppy and to at least forget everything for tht moment! whn he told me tht we're entering the iceskating ring, i totally freaked out ok! T.T lol. i din expect tht he really brought me thr. but we did try and had fun. :) thanks baby. i know you love me!

as usual, we'll patronise the arcade whnever we're freee and have so much time to spare! caught the movie bandslam last minute whn we're checking out the movie time slots. like i say, the movies these days are really okay standards. not much comments. love the ending song! vanessa hudgens can really sing for god sake!

haven got much appetide lately. cant sleep althou im so tired. whts wrong? i really dont knw how long i'll take to get over happy. seems like im mourning over a death cuz i keeps crying nonstop! wth. zzz. school tml, i hope i wont fall aslp during maths. lets pray hard. im skipping soci tml because we're suppose to come up with a soci research and my entire's grp haven done anything since we've already considered skipping anw.

just being random.

baby just complained tht he's hungry. let me haolian abit! baby made this for me for breakfast whn we visit the zoo last sunday! :D Baby, happy alr? you got sthing new to read tonight and its a happy post yes? g'night all. loves.

Misssss my gfs!

2009-08-30T03:30:00.002+08:00

It's 3.11am. Just felt like blogging. Just texted all my awesome gfs how much I miss them! and I really miss them. realized how impt they are actually in my life. Eh, no! I always knw how much they all mean to me in my life. I really miss them........ Really.

I don't knw why but I'm crying as I'm typing this. Life sucks so much nw! All I know is my gfs will always be there for me no matter wht happens.

Nw tht happy is no longer in the house. It sucks even more! I don't knw how long I will take to recover from this. I hope I will be okay. Really. Just let me be okay pls. Thts the only thing i wish for more thn anything anymore.

It's been the 3rd night tht I've cried so hard........ Wo hen lei. Sucks to be me. I miss girlfriends. )':

Rants.

2009-08-28T01:15:00.001+08:00

Boooo! Kinda upset tht my black crochet dresses are selling so well but my suppliers doesn't have any stocks left and they are not taking in anymore backorders! How can?!?! Zzz. Arghh!!!

Anw, happy 7th mth baby! ;) we're going to celebrate by catching final destination 3D tml. Hohoho! Damn excited over it lah! Everyone knws hw much I love horror movies and I wont even feel anything whn I catch them. Lol. My girlfriends think tht I'm crazy bcuz I can even laugh at those people/ghosts. Hehehe. Actually I rly don't feel anything at all because afterall it's really just a movie wad! :D wht fucking scares me the most is when the real horror people are actually standing right bside me! The other time whn I was in states, we went to universal studio and entered the ghost town maze. Wahlao, I tell you, the experience is so horrible when queueing up because all the damn freaking tall ghost mascots will eventually stand beside u or start scaring you frm the back whn you're talking to your friends! Eeewww!! Gruesome lor! The other time whn u went genting w baby and family, I was so scare when the tall mascot suddenly tap me frm the back! Roll eyes! Heh, can't wait to catch the movie tml! :D

Another thing! Very irriated w my mum recently! Wahlao! She just keeps nagging nonstop lor! Fucking irrtated by her. It's especially irritating whn she jut nag at every single thing I do. Damn cheeebong lah! -.- hate it whn she keeps nagging at us abt happy when she herself loves to play w my bitch! Wht the hell does she actaully wants? Eh, seriously lor, she wants to show biaseness I don't even care but please, just don't come and nag at me for no fucking reason! Whn you're old, do you want me to nag at you like how you're doing it to me nw? Unreasonable lor! And pls, stop showing favourtism! You think you only owns a child? Zzz. Whtever. lifes never ever fair. I know. But still, I've got baby w me and of cuz people who loves me! :)

For nw, I just hope her menopause will stop acting up and pleaseeeee, give me some space okay? And Yes, my wings are hard nw, I CAN FLY ON MY OWN ALREADY OKAY? -.-

I really hate school. Being an undergrad sucks to max! I hate the amount of stuff we have to mug! I hate the vocabulary tht they use! It's fucking chim!!! Zzzzzz. Can't they just phrase it into a simple phrase?

I ate so much today. Probably PMS. tht explains why I'm complaining more than I usually do.

G'night all.
Love people who makes me happy. Guess they are the only ones who really love me. Only people who loves you will treasure you and make you a happy girl. :)

new launched

2009-08-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

EEEWWWWW!!!
you know what? baby and me already finished doing up the latest collection launch post but the internet went crazy and then lj din even manage to save any draft at all! wth! zzz. super turn off okay!

okay. whtever. give me one more hour and then it will be launched.
ciao!

bandwidth exceeded! zzz

2009-08-24T16:24:00.004+08:00

CUI! this is absolute craziness. what the hell is happening? i dont usually exceed my bandwidth every month. now my blog is so freaking ugly! its not funny. :@:@:@:@:@ maybe because Baby's also using my photbucket account. zzz. wanted to post up photos from the zoo trip ytd and some random photos.

nvm. another time then. let me find the nxt best alternative to upload photos agn. currently studying at the library. very crazy i know. so not me i know. but being undergrad is seriously not easy. now i know, studying in poly is nothing seriously.

anw. sneak preview for the new collection launch. :D
heh. damn love this one esp! hehehehehe

LOVE MY DOG, HAPPPPPPY! :DDDDD
BYEBYE. BLOG SOOOON!

anw tag replies!

reader: hi, may i ask you how do you froze plurk?
me: i went to click on 'My Account' on the top right hand corner den scroll all the way dwn den u'll have a box for you to check it to froze your acc. you'll have to sacrifice 1 karma point for tht.

passerby: aww,you and yer bf so sweet. haha. may i know at where you bought the fred perry from? from genting? which shop? thanks.
Me: i got the fred perry top over at FOS in genting. :) thrs also authentic junk food tees, GAP and many other brands available.

Passerby: Hi babe.. can i know where u got the white photo frame from?
Me: ikea. many other designs available. hehe.

Genting.

2009-08-16T12:34:00.002+08:00

haven got the mood to blog lately. lost the drive. blogging seems to be one of the most boring thing on my to-do list nw. if i dont blog, you guys will visit Gary's blog to knw whts happening in my life right? :D actually i dont realised it eh till someone told me tht. HAHAHAHA!

so pls visit his website more often cuz he often blogs more than i do. and in any case my moodswing just acts up anytime, i may just close dwn this tiny space of mine anytime as well. (:

i really hate the internet connection going on over here. its driving me crazy. i totally hate it whn it just keeeeps giving me tht stupid error page! urgh. zzz. just manage to finish uploading the genting photossssssss after so longggggggg! T.T

before we head up to gentingg. had our lunch at the bottom of the hill. ((:

baby took this. dont even know till i was uploading photos just now. classic! :D

lovers bridgeeee. awwwwwww~

dinnner at one of the hongkong cafee. (:

headed over to bowling cuz it was raining and the theme park was closed. (:

KENNETH, I KNOW U LOVE THIS! HAHAHAHAHAH!

this guy scare the hell outta me! T.T

headed down hill and took a few scenery pics.

most of baby's buyyyyyy! i cannot believe he can shop so much better thn me. T.T

guess wht! i got this authentic fred perry top at only 39RM! :DDDDDDDD
all thanks to baby! (:

getting late! shopping w baby tml. totally love my 3 days week timetableeee with a long weeeeekend. (((: dont know whn will i be blogging again. so, at the mean time, anything just head over to baby's blog. hahahaha! ciao.

rmb to follow me on twittttter. i tweeeet more thn i blog. y'knw, in case i never comes back agn. :D

life's good.

2009-08-14T01:52:00.001+08:00

life's beeeeen goood.
wish i got all the time in the world. really. and i wanna spend it all with people tht i really love and people who makes me happy every single day. :D

school's okay. make a couple of friends. hope it'll get better. you knw how difficult it is to make friends in lecture esp whn my sch doesnt even have tutorials. how great. zzz

anw. just came back frm a short getaway in genting w the family and boy. heh. din get to play the theme parks cuz it was raining but we manage to have our fair share of fun! played bowling and caught a comedy show in the middle of the night. went KL the nxt day for shopping.

chisuen's going back tml. 1 month came and pass by like a blink! >.< i hate it tht we're all growing up and meeting up have been becoming one of the most difficult thing to do. T.T

life's getting really boring.
so what shld i blog? lol

im tired. off to slp!
needa fetch cs to the airport tml. xoxo

nothing beats having you around.
thanks for taking care of me like a lil pampered Baby. <3

not MIA yet.

2009-08-06T00:26:00.001+08:00

sch has finally started.
im okay, so far, so good. :)

need to be friendlier. friendlier.. friendlier okay ferynn? :)
make more friends!
jiayou!

heh. last day of sch for the weeek tml and then off i go to genting with B and family. yay! :D

tml will be a better day.
<3

thanks baby, thanks for being one of the best thing in my life.

So Much...

2009-08-03T02:11:00.003+08:00

Swear i am mad fucking excited right now tht i just want to quickly get over tonight asap and then meet baby up tml for shopping and some proper dating and of cuz being accompanied by some awesome finger licking gooooooooooood food. heh! :D

didnt thought of blogging cuz im so tired after sleeeping so much for 2 days but i think my blog's getting a tad too boring so yea, i need to blog a lil bit to spice things up. hehe.

went bowling w baby and friends some time last week after work. haven played for so long, i think the last time i actually did was like so many years ago whn i was still in sec 2? lol. i was considered rly lucky to spare a few times and even got a strike. HAHAHAHA! :D i was miss H1N1 for the day all thanks to my very bad flu.

6th month celebration with baby was so goood. hahahahaa. he was really really sweeeet. thanks for planning so much in adv. im blessed, really. (: i baked him muffins for the very first time and it tasted so gooooood! really goood. even mom praised me. heh. :D

i came up into my room aft work and saw this.

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there were so many, so many photos. it seeeeems uncountable and it was so so so sweeet looking thru each and every photos, one by one, reminiscing how much we've been thru for the past 6 months, all the memories captured in those photos. hehehehe.

i hope you like everything. :)

we went up to mount faber for dinner over at the jewel box - black opel. dinner was so-so but ambience was fabulous. maybe you can consider going up for a stroll but not for dinner. hehehe.

head over to vivo to catch the movie;the proposal aft dinner. baby won those tickets over the internet with some proposal contest. it was funny how these tickets came into our hands actually. hahaha! anw, the movie was awesome. mad hilarious! rmb to catch it whn it's out. really, its a must! :)

we spend the weeekends slacking at our places and watching so much shows on funshion. the hangover was damn funny tooo! head over to baby's place in the afternoooooon and his mom helped me with body therapy! heh. feeeel damn pampered. HOHOHOHOHO!

gonna be out dating w baby tml and then tues marks the start of my uni life. and im still so freaking excited over tml!!!!! okay. goodnight. i need to relax, calm down and start tuning in to slp modeeeee! lalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

okay. last note. baby, i loveeeeeeeeeee you! hahahahahahhaaa :D

AM I?

2009-07-31T11:57:00.000+08:00

am i very emotional?
am i very paranoid?
am i very troublesome?
am i very lethargic?
am i very fickleminded?
am i very selfish?
am i very sensitive?
am i very egoistic?

yes, i know i am.

P/S followww me on twitter! i tweet more than i blog! :)

6th.

2009-07-28T01:58:00.005+08:00

Happy 6th Month baby. (:
six months seeems to zoooom pass so fast like a rocket. i believe we have gone thru alot for these 6 months. yes, i know, its not short, but its not too long either. we sure have alot of ups and downs tht only we know it ourselves.

i know i have never mention anything about the story behind us in my blog before. haha. Since its our Half Year Anniversary, let me share with you some very interesting things tht actually happened before we started out. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Baby and i met during Hey Gorgeous 2008. :) Had our 3 days of filming during Dec last year at Wild Wild Wet. and guess wht? we weren't exactly on talking terms during tht period because of one tiny incident tht happened during Day 1 of filming. LOL. as you all knw, im very well known for being able to slp anywhr and everywhr! so we were having our usual break after the 1st filming section while waiting for lunch. i was lying my head on one of the table, face facing downwards, slping whn B suddenly strike a conversation w me.

(because i was lying down, my white hairs could be seen)
Baby: eh. you got alot of white hairs leh. can i pluck it out for you?

(lift up my head and replied)
Me: CANNOT!!
and i went back to slp, face facing downwards again.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ever since then, we didnt really communicate much during the competition because B thought i was a very ignorant & dao person. lol.

actually before the filming starts, we met each other on the bus on the way to WWW and he did actually came up to me and ask if i was one of the hey gorgeous contestant. lol. and he even ask me one very ridiculous question!

Baby: btw, are you a Malay?
Me: *laugh* noooooo. im 100% pure chinese.
Baby: Yah. i was thinking if you're a malay, you wouldnt be joining this competition since its a chinese variety.

so now you know, baby actually thought i was a Malay lahhhh! eh. i dont look like a malay wht. T.T. so after the filming, we didnt even had each other's contact number. hahahahaha. and then we had another round of outing with the Hey Gorgeous peeps to pulau ubin. it just so happen tht B and i stays in the west and we all will be meeting up over at changi jetty to head over to pulau ubin so he mass sms everybody (Sharon, Joash and me) to ask if we would like to meet up tgt to train over thr. HAHAAHAHAH. tht was how he eventually got my number. i rmb i even text him on that morning to ask if we need passport to enter pulau ubin. i know thrs no need to but i just need to double confirm right! serene even thought tht it was a must lor! :P

after tht pulau ubin trip, we didnt really contact each other until one day B suddenly strike up a conv with me and serene and ask if we would like to catch movie tgt. End up, serene didnt join us cuz she caught it before alr. B and i ended up catching it ourselves and tht was how the story eventually started i suppose? LOL

and then..... if i didnt rmb wrongly. he prank called me the night before and told me tht i was strike off from the list from Hey! Gorgeous and to think tht i actually believed it at first. B's hse number is damn nice. its so nice tht you wouldnt even think tht its actually a house number lah. lol. and the first time we chatted over the phone, we were up till 4am in the morning. i rmb clearly tht i still have to drive chisuen to the airport the nxt morning at 7am in the morning and attend lesson after tht. lol.

and then. we started going out...... every friday tgt. hahahahaha! its just so coincidental tht our fridays are lesson-freee so we'll always hang out tgt. :D B will bring me to lotsa different places. hahahahha! althou we've been hanging out often as days goes by, i never thought tht we'll get tgt. i always thought tht we really click very well as goodfriends. HAHAHAHA. it was really really very very surprising whn B suddenly confessed to me during one of friday trip to Sentosa. LOL

ohyes. i rmb i was still working at giordano during tht period of time and B will come dwn and fetch me home and surprise me with cheesecake because he knows i love them. he even give excuses like he happen to pass by IMM cuz he wanted to get stuff from diaso blah blah blah. thr was once we even went suppper tgt till past midnight. lol.

hahaha. before the trip to sentosa, we din contact each other for days because i think i sort of keeep pushing B away cuz i thought we were getting really close and din want him to get the wrong idea. i even thought tht we werent going to sentosa the nxt day anymore but B text me the night before and confirmed with me abt the sentosa trip. hehe. we went to catch Song of the Sea. the show was kinda coool. i love the fireworks. it was damn prettttty. :D after the show, we strolled over to the beach and had lots of HTHT whn B surprised me with lotsa sparkles to play. lol. and then........ B confessed to meeeee. and me? super shocked. -.-" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D

i told me i dont know how to react because it was totally uncalled for! i always thought we're goodfriends and thts all. i din expect tht things will turn out like this. HAHAHAHAHHAA. he was really afraid tht i'll drift away frm him after tht day but im glad, we didn't. ((:

and then, i rmb thr was one night, i was feeeeling rly miserable because i was down with so many assignments and projs tht i nearly broke down. tht night was really terrible tht i wish someone was thr. the next thing i know, B was outside. right thr waiting for me. lol. and then the nxt thing we both know, we were together already. lol.

okay. you may find this boring. idk? im writing down to remind myself how much we've been thru to come together. its never easy for two different people to meeeet and get togther and B and i are definitely from two different worlds! and now we have come this far. i know, not very far but hey, we really had so much ups and downs! boy, thank you for everything. thanks for changing and not giving me up. i love you. happy 6th months, and i knw, many more months to come. (: we used to be happy. happier now... and will be the happiest as days goes by.

i want a decade date with you, boy.

P/S baby just said he doesnt want a decade date. he wants a millenia date w me. HAHAHHAHAH! <3

TMD.

2009-07-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

fancy calling myself a harry potter fan. damn! i haven catch it yet and i haven got the time to do soooooo. -.- hahaha. have beeen really busy. but i dont know with wht. B most prob gonna say im busy slacking and rotting. eeeeeeeeee. but im not, really nooooooooooo. lol. i swear!

one more weeeeeeek and schoool gonna start. cant believe im entering a new phrase of life. hah. wonder wht uni life gonna be like. bet it wont be any better than my poly days. lol. i foresee tht im gonna slack thru the 3 yrs again..... hahahahahahahaa. :D anyhow, i just cant wait for this weeek to be over asap den spells freeeedom. hohoho! not bad. i manage to apppear quite sane after 4 months in this office. -.-

im sick again. down with flu, cough and sorethroat. wads with me!?!? -.-"

FUCK. I GOT NO MORE FUCKING MOOD TO BLOG ANYMORE AFTER I SAW THIS!
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking+News/Singapore/Story/STIStory_408617.html

2ND LAST PARAGRAPH! GO READ GO READ!!! WAHLAO.
" The fourth fatality was a 42-year-old Chinese Singaporean woman, who suffered from had thyroid disease. "

LAO NIANG GOT THYROID DISEASE LEH! ): GOD BLESS ME. I DONT WANT TO GET H1N1 ANYMORE. KNS. I DONT WANT TO DIE SO EARLY. ITS WAY TOOOOOOO EARLY.

TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD.

Whine.

2009-07-24T10:48:00.001+08:00

Just let me whine okay?

i know. i always complain im tired, ive headache, i got tummyache, im sick. blah blah blah. i really dont want to be tired but no matter how many hours i tried to sleeep, i'll still be very tired. i dont knw why i always end up with headache or tummyache. no. im not lying. i got better things thn telling everyone how sick i am to avoid everything. Since young, my health is never goood. i've always have thyroid so if im down with flu, its double illness you know? and having headache and tummyache everytime have been very common since i dont know when. maybe thr's seriously sthing wrong with my body tht i dont even know. Ever since im dwn with tyroid, my lifestyle changed. im always very lethargic and tired and i never seem to get enough rest. sometimes i cant even breathe properly. Please rmb tht im sick and im different frm everybody.

im fcuking tired now, again. & now i know the pain of staying up for the 2nd night. hate waking up in the morning with all the swollen eyes but it has beeen so common for the past few weeeks. slept 2hours the night before ytd. 5hours last night. suffering 5 days of flu. head spinning like crazy now. my lips are freaking red and its cracking like nobody biz. but im still here, slogging like madd in daddy's office. i wish i can head back to my rooom now and slp till sch reopens.

you can say i have so many choices in life. but sad to say, its limited and they are the ones tht i nv wanted.
I JUST HATE TO BE SICK.

After saying so much. all i want is just some words of comfort. tyvm.

IPod Touch Applications Recommendation!

2009-07-23T14:00:00.002+08:00

since abc had requested me to recommend some itouch games and im so freaking addicted to it recently aft sarah started introducing sally spa to me... i shall whip up an entry on all the fun and great apps available for itouch! :D

1st thing 1st, to enjoy itouch/iphone app. u need to rmb to sign up an account in itunes store and fill in either your credit/debit card particulars in order to purchase the apps on itunes. trust me, u wont regret! HAHHAHAHHHA. i strongly recommend iphone over itouch because if you own an itouch, you'll be cursing like mad cuz it works totally like an iphone but u just cant make any calls. -.- it kind of disturbed me all the time. lol. heh. but i dont know abt you. have beeen whining to B how much i wanted an iphone recently but he just nag only! super waste of money blahblahblah :DDDDDD

anw. heres some app tht ive installed. ((:

these two twitter app is a must have in ur itouch! esp twitterrific! its aweeeesome! really! :D imagine u can know who's twittering near you and u can actually stalk their exact location! hahahahaha! x: if you're a twitter-fan, its a must download!

facebook app is goooood! i like it whn u dont have to open up safari and trying so hard to figure out whts on ur fb page. everything is thr for you. with just a button, u can view ur inbox, ur profile and seeee ur friends pics without have to zoooooom all the way in! (:

i like this! cuz i can check wadever words tht im unsure of and i dont even need to access the internet! :D

works just like wikipedia! cooool yo.

If you love blogging on ur itouch/iphone, u can download this app. just simply sign in ur acc and everything will be done for you. dont even need to go blogger.com and squint ur eyes trying to check out wht you've typed. :D

the first game tht i tried whn i just bought my itouch. able to play it w two players! rmb to download the songs available into ur itouch so tht you'll get neverendings songs to play! you need to follow the beat of every song and hit on the screen accordingly to the beat. :D

rmb sally's spa tht ive always mention in my blog? hahaha! go download! its that addictive! basically you can dont eat and sleeep just trying to complete all the rounds! you will even stick to it while u shit! :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Sally's Salon works the same as Sally's Spa, just tht its a salon instead of spa. :)))

one of my all time favourite since it came out eons ago! :D can never get sick of playing it be it on faceboook, online games sites, plane(i was on cathay flight to states) or even on itouch! hehehehe.

Diner dash's a really popular game. its available on psp, dslite and now, itouch. so i guess you roughly know how this game works. basically you are challenging urself with the time given to serve all the customers in ur restuarant. :)

All the above are similar to how diner dash is played. but its still fun, okay. maybe to me only. i dont know. but i really love to play these genre of games lah! :D

this game's kinda coool cuz it teaches you all the different kinds of fashion while playing the game. u get to take dress models up and walk runways and also photoshoot all the models. quite interesting! can give it a try! hehehehe!

haha. incase jojo's fashion show bores the guys out, do give this racing game a try! hahahaha. B got so addicted to it tht he played w it for 2hrs straight the first time he played. it gets really exciting whn the policecars are chasing you! hehehehe.

u get to fly the penguins in this game. its damn funny whn u tried to use the penguins to kill those polar bears! before the penguins are allowed to kill the polars, u need to throw the penguins using catapult. its crazy. i know you dont know wht im blabbering. HAHAHAHAHAH!

this game is damn cuteeeeee!! the stupid monkey will keeeeep pee-ing nonstop and u have to make sure its aiming the correct place; toilet bowl. if u dont aim properly, you're end up flooding the entire toilet and cause a short circuit! :D

if you dont like kids u can try this. HAHAHAHAHHA. try to kill the kids during their roller coaster rides by controlling the speed! hehehehehe

if you are addicted to mahjong just like my cupcakes, u can try downloading this. hehehe. play until u go crazy! :P

if im not wrong, facebook does have this game as well but its limited to only once play per day. *rolleyes* anw. its really very fun spotting the differences betweeeeen two pictures! :DDDDD

heh. like to challenge my mind once in a while. this game is quite interesting as it will make u think before u take another step to complete each level! :)

this is another challenging game tht i only manage to complete 2 levels so far lah. its really difficult for me, dont know abt u all! :D LOL but if youre bored den u can try this to waste ur time. else, pls play with the other games instead. hehehe.

wordsearch! my favourite childhooooood game! :D get kind of bored after awhile but if you get the paid app, you'll be given more words to search instead. ^^

just tap on the same colours of the blocks to clear the levels! :D help you to wasteeee time! hehehehe.

i rmb this game made junhao and xinyi go really crazy and screaming like nobody's business in jp mac. hahahahaha! u've to control the metal ball carefully and patiently in order for it not to fall into any holes. the most difficult part is when you need to control the entire itouch instead of just using ur fingers. hohoho.

it's fun when u started playing with it but u get bored after awhile cuz you're just playing all by yourself. but if you love to strike den its fun for you! hahaha.

THIS IS SUPER USEFUL FOR FOOOOOTBALL FAN LIKE MY BABY. you'll receive the lastest updates for most soccer matches. coool or not? baby, dont need to come to me and tell me to check online for you anymore. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! =P

i know this may sound stupid for you but if you shake your itouch, those dice will begin rolling and end up with some random answers. they can answer either yes/no, dice numbers and even buy/dont buy. LOL the other time junhao ask the itouch whether xinyi's pretty or not. GUESS WHAT ANSWERS DID THE DICE GAVE? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!

heh. as for this. i dont know whether its fun or not cuz i haven played it yet. lol. but i went to buy it cuz the ratings for this game was really high with lots of gooood reviews. hahahahahha! pls dont kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :x

i think im really crazy. hahahahaha! downloading and purchasing so much app. and mind you, they are all in USD. zzzzzzzzz. but its just so addddddddictive! hehehehehe! only slept for less thn 3hrs last night and doing up this entry so randomly is so not me. maybe work has really driven me up to my walls alr; quoted by xinyi. lol. thrs still lots of app unmentioned. too lazy to go and grab my itouch now. :D need to save the energy till the end of the day you know!

oh. if you dont happen to find the apps mention abv, just go to the top right hand corner and type in the app name tht youre searching. and if you're still quite unsure whether to get those apps after i've mention, u can simply download the 'lite' version of these app. simply type 'game name + lite' and download it to try it for freee! just incase u start blaming me for introducing all the wrong and boring app! :P

will share agn if i manage to download more interesting ones.
so till then. heh.

:D
lucky me! B just woke up! hehehehehehhee.

P/S i din know im so hardworking in blogging whn it comes to ipod touch. HAHAHAHAHAHHA! took me 4 hours. omg. O.o

zzzz

2009-07-23T07:14:00.001+08:00

I really don't knw wht the hell I'm doing now because I haven slept for the entire night. Maybe I'm having some hallucination tht I don't even realize or know abt it. I knw this is total madness because My flu is rly getting so bad yet I haven catch a wink since last night. Baby is so gonna scream at me when he sees this tml morning! >.<

Anw, itouch games is highly fucking addictiveeee! Just downloaded so many so many app and having a rly goooood time playing w them!

I think happppy's sick! I think I spread my flu to her. ): I rly dunno wht to do

Flu medicine' drowning me liao! Ciaooo! Good morning, gd nighttttt.

help me. -.-

2009-07-20T12:11:00.002+08:00

maybe thr's sthing wrong with me.
can someone tell me why i always emo so much? i dont want to. but one single shit can make all my happiness flow away.

im am tired. i am sad. i feel so terrible. i need some retail therapy. very sick of the shoppings centres in singapore. i want to organise F21 spreeeeeeeeeeeeee..................... someone help me help me help meeeee pls? teach me how to organise. :(

me suck.

2009-07-20T01:08:00.003+08:00

i think i suck. cuz i kinda messed up your life. i dont know whr to start but i know you werent like this in the past. right? sometimes i just wish i didnt appear. i know your life somehow changed aft you knw me. many things have changed after all these while. are you still who you are? do u wish you were still the old you? sigh. im sorry. i knw hw much i've said cant turn back time. i dont knw what to say anymore...

no one in particular who im refering to. you dont need to know anw.

&& baby's done w all the posts on desaru yet i haven started a single thing. -.-" ive got so much things to share! :) lots of pictures soooon! goodnightttttt.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. so many things running thru my mind. why like this? tsk. i wish i can stop thinking. yah.
I WISH. zzz

tired

2009-07-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

i really wanted to post up my desaru pictures.......
i know i shouldnt procrastinate anymore... but i'm really sad. really really upset. u must be thinking tht i'm crazy cuz im always blogging how sad i am. you just dont know how sad my life is. forget it. no one will understand.

im off to slp.
if you are really really interested in my desaru pics. just visit baby's blog okay?
http://tofuboyboy.blogspot.com

nights.
i wish i can wake up everyday, with something to look forward to. on a better note. chisuen's back. <3

Collection 4 launched :D

2009-07-14T23:16:00.005+08:00

Her Little Alley - Collection 4 launched!

click on pic to enter! :D
desaru updates tml! promise! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Back.

2009-07-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

im back.
Desaru without them wouldn't turn out as great as it would turn out to be. (:
loves.

<3

P/S Happy had gotten a new haircut;puppycut. she's still sucha cute lil girl!

weekend getaway

2009-07-11T02:24:00.000+08:00

hello world. greeetings at 2am! :D
gonna head off to desaru tml morning w the entire family & baby! SAY YAY! HAHAHAHA. cant wait! :))

went mediacorp ytd to support william for giant star 2009. :)
blog more whn im back aft the weekends!
see you guys whn im back!

rmb to check back for more updates! <3

swap TimeTable? :(

2009-07-10T12:00:00.004+08:00

omg. this is making me so crazy!
can someone help me? who's in SIM-UOL BSc toooo?

IS SOMEONE WILLING TO CHANGE HIS/HER TIME TABLE WITH ME ON THURS? I WANT TO TAKE PSOC LECTURE AT 3.30 - 6.30 WITH SERENE. :( MINE IS ON TUES. ARGH...........

my timetable. :)

P/S need to learn how to be independent. cant always depend on people whn they wont be thr 24/7. jiayou ferynn. (:

My 20th.

2009-07-09T01:37:00.004+08:00

To everyone who've wished me happy birthday, thanks for remembering my birthday. :D really appreciate all those wishes, be it smses, calls, surprises, tags or even in fb!

to those who've been wondering who's the 'happy' tht have been appearing randomly on my blog, its a new member tht has just came into my life. :)

TAAADAAAA!
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its pure breed, shih tzu. her name is 'HAPPY'!
baby name it like this cuz he wants happy to make me happy. awwwwww. :D
it came as a surprise from baby who got it for me as my birthday. >.< the trip tht day to dog farm was great! east side is seriously alien to me. all thanks to baby's E71 GPS, we manage to find our way to the dogfarm. HAHAHAHA. :D before tht, we went to SIM and picked serene up! serene lim! im also very happy whnever i seee you tooo! i dont knw abt gary. maybe he doesn't! HAHAHAHAAHAHAH! :DDDD

headed over to serene's place aft tht w happppppppy. her view outside her rooom was so awesome. i wish ive got such awesome view frm my window toooo lah. i show u her window view ok! i steal from her blog! so credits goes to her! :D

you see! how can i not fall in love with it?!?!?!? hurhur? >.< its changi airport for your info!

friday celebration with the clique at boat quay's harry's bar. (: the food tasted surprisingly gooood eh. thumbs up!! usual endless laughters and gossips. headed over to holland V for coldrock session. they got me this very sweeet icecream cupcake. ^.^V thanks for the carrot angpow cupcakes! ("V")

i was so busy over the weeeeekends. sunday was over at baby's place for dinner. bought happy over to his place and everyone was all over her. lol.

birthday celebration ytd w baby. the weather just have to spoil everything. -.- chisuen and joc called frm hk telling me they were at ocean park whn im under the shelter waiting for bus with baby. kuku! lol! oh. &the night before, ahboo came over my place at 12midnight and surprised me with a cake along w her present and lovely card! thankyou so much! :D went shopping with baby and we headed over to mahattan for early dinnnner and seafood FTW as usual. HAHAHAHAHAHA! ((: we got a complimentary brownie as a birthday treat! ;)

home and bathed happy cuz she's full of urine stench. zzz. i was dead tired aft tht. gave SIM orientation a miss in the morning since it was my birthday. HAHAHAHA!

i better make this quick before my laptop goes crazy and shut down agn. i think my adapter's spoilt. need to replace a new one soooon! omg. its gonna be another fruitful weeeekend coming again. :) cant wait. hehehe.

im really happy to knw tht everyone's helping me to adapt to happy. thanks for doing so much for me, esp baby. <3

oh. & collection #4 sneaks! :D

another round.

2009-07-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

i woke up facing another round of torture agn this morning.
thanks for laughing at me. i will grow up.

every morning, it was always either my maid or baby doing the cleaning up for happy. but this morning. i knw i have no more choice but to accept the fact tht i need to really take care of happy. now i know how exhausting it is to take care of a simple dog.

i admit. i am very weak. i just cant stop crying. i dont know how to handle so much things tgt at one go. i was so flustered whn i couldnt find my camera this morning. aft i cleaned happy. i still have to get back to work and cant even find the right appetide to have my breakfast. sigh. im rly useless. its alr lunch hr and i haven even settled down. all i do was to whine and cry, whine and cry the entire morning.

sometimes. i just feel like giving up.
its okay. everything will be over soon. everyone ard me will help me.

SHIT,

2009-07-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

im very tired nw. i think i cannot breathe anymore. ): i dont even hv time to come online for alil while. so much stuff not settled. i dont even knw tht sch's starting on 3rd aug till i saw joyce's blog. i dont even knw i need to attend an enrolment talk on 3rd july. i dont even know SIM have alr sent me an email telling me all the admin stuff tht i need to do. orientation's just nxt week. i dont even know tht i need to carry so much responsiblity right now. i dont even know how much i can hang on anymore. blogshop's collection #4's coming up but i dont even have the time to settle down. everything just seems to be so crazy! wtf?

i cant slp at night althou im so tired. the eyebags' getting bigger & the dark rings are getting rly bad. whn im typing this, i dont even hv the strength to think of anything. i just want to type everything tht im feeling right nw.

im really very upset whnever i think of how bad my life can be at times. you know, im suppose to be at hongkong right nw enjoying every moment with baby. but daddy just have to destroy it. baby just got me a puppy as my birthday present but mum just have to disagree with it. idk why they're doing this. will they get double happiness whn their daughter's terrribly upset? everything i do, i always think abt/for them. thts why i dont drink. i dont club and i dont even hang out late. everyone knws how much i listen to them yet they just have to make me upset whn i just want something so badly. yes, i know, i must listen to them because they are the ones who supported me all these years. but i can never understand why they're doing all these to make me cry like mad everyday. they think i will be happy to take over dad's biz? they think i am happy with how much they are controlling me? i am very tired. i hate to come home everyday to hear them nag at me. why cant i just do what i like? why do i have parents like them? if they wants sthing. they can just do it/get it. cuz why? they have the ability while i have none.

today i drove back frm baby's place. on the way home, i chldn't stop crying. i fear tht whn im back home agn, everything will start crumpling down on me again. i fear tht they'll start nagging at me and stopping me frm doing anything else agn.

i really think tht i am very 可怜. so wht if i live in big house. so wht if my parents own big cars and house. so what if my parents can sponsor me a US trip? so what if my parents pays for my uni school fee? SO WHAT? would you rather cry to slp everynight and enjoy all the pain they have been causing/giving you? or receive all these shit. you choose. you think i am very happy working for my daddy? believe me, nth can be more terrible thn working for my own dad. and i dont fucking care. everything tht they own/have, its not even mine. stop telling me ive got good life. GOOD LIFE = HAPPY ME. OKAY?

thru-out this weeekend. ive gone thru so much ups and down. idont even knw whether i shld cry and laugh anymore. i always hv this rule in my life - to satisfy everyone and make everyone contented w wht they want. i dont mind sarcrificing myself just to make each and everyone of them happy. maybe thts why im always stuck in a dilema. but everytime i tried to sacrifice. nobody will end up being happy. this is how fuck up my life can be.

life sucks. u just have to admit it.

okay. done w all these ramblings. feels so much better now. baby, thanks for being sucha strong pillar of mine. making sure tht im always safe, sound, alright and happy. nth beats hving you ard. i love you.

will blog abt all the happy stuff tml. goodnight.
i'll try to slp as much as i can tonight.

sleeeepy.

2009-07-03T11:45:00.005+08:00

whats wrong with me? i dont knw why im still so tired althou i manage to catch at least 7hrs of slp everyday. -.-" i hope i wont fall aslp halfway while celebrating my birthday tonight. (: every year, without fail, they'll always make me guess whr we'll be heading to for my birthday celebration. this yr as well. lol.

thankyou for making it a point to celebrate my birthday every year.
love you beloved cupcakes! (L)

most prob gonna be heading dwn to dog farm tml. omg. BABY, STOP TEMPTING ME!!!!!! lol.
come bck for more updates! loves.

P/S someone came to be today and offered to be my sugardaddy. _|_ now i know how it feels to be stalked. -_______________-

5th Month, Puppppy? Fico, Transformers!

2009-07-01T15:41:00.002+08:00

my whole body's aching like crazy. zZzzzzz. kept whining like a bitch on sunday whn im outta with baby. it was our 5th monthsary! :D we went to get stocks for herlittlealley and then to vivo for dinnner. i swear i was so tired, i practically have to drag myself frm one place to the other. T.T whts up w the aches man. zzz

he brought me over to the pet shop at vivo and all thanks to him, im contemplating whether to get a puppy or not nw. BOOOOOOO! those dogs are so adorable tht i dont even bear to leave my eyes off them. T.T but i cant even take care of myself, not to say a dog! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i think i better stop day dreaming because i knw i dont have responsiblity. plus ive got rly shot attention span. :)))) erjie & ting, u think mom will allow? >.<

i was so tired. i din even bother to shop. haha. simple dinner over at sushi tei. this silly boy of mine nv fail to come up with lots of cheeky faces whnever we're camwhoring. lol.

bbq the day before was rly rly fun! but it feels weird not hving joc around. >.< the guys started the fire while the girls prepared the foood. :D we were laughing like crazy with whtever's happening ard lah. we had mahjong, ps2 and gossips as usual. and we started playing card games at 11pm. HAHAHAHA. tht was when all the fun keeps coming in. imagine we played till 5.30am and laugh like crazy. haven ton for so long for a long time and we were totally so shag aft the entire session. lol. we played w foood as well, had so much leftovers agn and everyone was totally disgusted pls! the game 'Murderer' was rly thrilling. hahahaha!

Everyone had a taste of all these. omg. thinking back makes me wanna puke. T.T
Mashmellow + Soya Sauce + super spicy chilli + mayonnaise + sugar + nutella + lays
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i hope we'll have more of this again! ♥

Monday night was fico for w the guys again. TSK TSK TSK. had a good time with Xinyi & Peishan agn with our gossips catch up! :D i rly can never understand why they love to kick so much and really put in so much effort to snatch the only ball. lol. went over to pioneer for suppper. dimsum and Bar Chor Mee FTW! :D reached hm at 1am and had to wake up so early for work th nxt day. -.-

caught Transformers, revenge of the fallen last night with B and his friends. the movie's damn long & Megan fox's damn hot but she's a tranny. but she's really damn hot to max lah. lol! i had another round or bar chor meeee for dinner agn. weeeeeeee! shall we have another round of bar chor mee on my birthday celebration cupcakes? LOL

P/S tooook me 3 days to finish this entire entry. imma proud procrastinator. *twist* HAHAHAHAHAHA.

KFC breakfast

2009-06-27T13:06:00.003+08:00

KFC this morning was gooood, esp with baby's company. :D initially, wanted to fly him aeroplane agn cuz i cant seem to pull myself up. but eventually gave in since boy was raving abt it for so long. :) lol. its very funny how we both argued to wash up first. we played scissorspaperstone and i bloooody hell lost to him. eeeeeeeeeeee. 5mins of slping is veh impt to laoniang ok! >.<

went to get the bbq foood last night. very silly me bought the wrong sauce for marinating the chicken wings. only realised when i started marinating. WTH. HAHAHAHAHAAHA. okay. thx god thr's still some leftover in the fridge.

anw. bbq later with BFFs. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:
pretty sad tht joc cant be attending. fuck you H1N1. argh. its giving me so many probs. first, the hk trip. now this. damn it.

ohyea. self reminder. time to charge my cam yo! :D

weeekends are just loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i wanna run away.

2009-06-26T14:36:00.005+08:00

im really getting sick of sitting and slacking all day long. im really tired. i miss those carefree holidays. ): i wish i can start school asap. i want to get out of here. hai.

i hate it whn i sits here and do nothing productive for the rest of the day/week trying to stop myself from thinking how long i've to be stuck in this room. argh. no one knws how terrible i feel. no one understands ): 2 more mths to go... sigh.

and whn im bored. i'll think alot. den i'll start thinking of all the impossibles and do all sorts of stupid things. thr's just too much. too many things going on. just give me a break. oh, at least give me sthing to do so time can past faster. )):

dont tell me to go out and work because i dont fucking have a choice. you think i dont want to go out and enjoy? you think i dont want to earn all my hard earn money from someone else? you think its so good and bless to work for my dad? you think i dont want to be independent? you think i like to sit here and suffer whole day? you think i like to sit here and stare/stone for 8hrs everyday? if you said i didnt try, you're wrong. i rather upset anyone else but my parents. 真的,没有人会真的了解.

nuff' said.

to conclude. i dont even knw wht im typing abv. just the regular moodswing type of entry you often see whn youre here. i knw. im 20 alr. i shldnt be like this anymore. if you dont like me, den either you start accepting. or get lost ok? stop assuming. this is my life. not yours.

ANYONE KNOWS OF ANY BETTER WAYS TO DIE? I WISH I CAN DIE A NATURAL DEATH STRAIGHT AWAY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

-.- anw. my last words: always expect the unexpected. not everyone will go your way. FUCK.

Aston ; KTV ; Wii?

2009-06-23T10:37:00.007+08:00

cant wait for my karma points to hit 50! den i'll have another new set of smileys to play with. lol. >.<

wahlao. im so addicted to itouch games nw i think i cannot live w/o it anymore. HAHAHAHAHAHA. i hog onto my itouch so much tht baby keeps complaining tht im only focusing on my itouch and not him anymore. :D eh. serious! go download the games! its freaking fun! Sally Spa & Bejeweled ftw!

baby and i were so used to waking up in the afternooon on weekends tht we no longer shop early anymore. lol. headed over to thecathay, aston for early dinner. we were really lucky cuz the moment we manage to enter for dinner, the queue starts forming up.. getting longer and longer.

while waiting, we were busy laughing at our cheeky actions. omg. i dont knw since whn did i become a retard. lol.

we went to get my dad's father's day gift. and headed over for ktv session w his friends. (: thts when sarah intro-ed me the new itouch application! :DDDDD LOLLL

have been busy looking/sourcing for WII. dont knw if i shld get one? im a sucker for all these electronics yet ive got super short attention span. >.< i only played PS2 once after i got it. i dont knw whr my dslite and psp, er. i think they are on my sisters' hands now? baby says i'll definitely get sick of my itouch games after awhile. :x downloaded SIMS 3 few days ago because i was so afraid tht i'll spend moolahs on it and nv touch it again after playing for awhile. guess im right. i stop playing after i created my sims. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

whtever. we shall see how it goes lah. hahaha. cant wait for the bbq this saturday. weeeeeee. baby and i came up with a few games and we still haven thought of a theme. if you got any idea, just contribute ok? hehe. bt i dont think we're hving one alr. lol. mmm. wanqin, maybe u want to bring a few PS2 games over? :D

too much to mention wht ive done over the weekends.
here's a brief summary! hehehe.

or if you're really interested in my life and wants to know wht exactly ive done over the weeeeeekend..
here you go!
http://tofuboyboy.blogspot.com
you will rly regret if you dont click on it. HAHAHAHAHAH!
urgh. baby is rly rly goood at photoscape now. i really admire his patience taking so much time, editing those pics.

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-22T01:22:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!
weeekends, awesome as usual, nono. definitely better thn the usual. :D
shall blog abt it during work tml.

anw, happy father's day to all fathers.
hope dad loves wht we've gotten him this year. (:
(bet he's grinning frm ear to ear lor! >.<)

too busy to blog now cuz ive been hogging onto my itouch ever since i downloaded sally's spa from itunes. thanks sarah for introducing the game to me! HAHAHAHAHA. i tell you, the game is seriously awesome to the max max MAX! :D lol. and all thanks to GSS, i spend stupid mooolahs on alot of games including sally's spa. shit. baby will sure kill me whn he sees thissssssssss. i rly feel like upgrading it to version 3.0 but I SUMPA baby will sure scream at me!!!!!!! >.< okay lah. at least my 6th month old itouch is finally doing something. HAHAHAHAHAHA. cuz it has been rotting all these while. lol

er.
ciao! :D

P/S getting engaged! ((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Steady BFFs

2009-06-17T11:43:00.001+08:00

omg.
i was randomly chatting with baby on msn when he was telling me tht he's craving for bbq. so i went to mass sms everybody tht im organising a bbq on 27th Jun! :D HOHOHOHO. & GUESS WHAT! EVERYONE CAN MAKE IT! MUAHAHAHAHHAHA. SO GIRLS AND BOYS, LADIES & GENTLEMENT, PLS RMB TO PUT 27TH JUNE ASIDE AND PLS BRING ALONG UR BOYFRIENDS & GIRLFRIENDS OR EVEN 3RD PARTY ARE WELCOME. LOLLLLLLLLL. GAYS & LESBIANS OSO CAN LAH. :D

monday's soccer session at fico was gooood. it was great catching up with xinyi! HAHAHAHAHAHA. the boys were happily kicking balls while xinyi and i were busy bitching away. the moment i saw her, we didnt stop until the entire game totally ended with nobody left in the entire fico sports hub. >.< omg. we are seriously damn good at it man. LOL. anw xy, i really think tht our bfs' team's good eh. HAHAHA.

i was amazed by how much ive changed for baby. believe it anot, i dont even bother abt foootball in the past. nw, w/o complains, i can sit thr and watch baby play for hours. O.o maybe becuz thr's xy's accompany! idk? :D

last night. i suffered from my moodswing again. i hate it when i get affected by others easily. but this is me. ): i dont know hw to help myself either. i'm born like tht. baby, thanks for all your effort in cheering me up. i had a good sleep. (:

i am lousy.

Monday Blues...........

2009-06-15T16:27:00.002+08:00

hate monday blues........
i feel like im floating and drifting in my own world right nw. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

wish i can stop my eyes from closing. >.>
i cannot imagine i actually played djmax tgt w baby playing his soccer on our psp at 5am the previous night. we wanted to play bomberman tgt but sthing's wrong w my psp WAN. -.- we woke up at 8am the nxt morning prepared and head over to jurongwest sports complex to swim! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

we went home after tht and nap all the way. 3/4 of the day gone just like tht. sent baby home. read harrypotter & the deathly hallows(i knw im very slow) lol. dinner w the family and slept at 1am . woke up at 9am this morning for work... really tiring. T.T

ive beeen staring at my com screen since 9 in the morning and i dont think ive done any thing productive as of nw, 12.40pm. HAHAHAHAHHHAA. ive been walking in and out. up and down i dont know what the hell i am doing. LOLLLLLLL

baby just called me and said my wallet and card holder's with him. to think i dont even realised it until he called. -.-

i am currently very bored at work and i dont feel like doing anything. ijust want to go back to my room and sleeeep till the weekend's back again. and i really cant be bothered to read thru all the uni enrolment shit i need to complete. shall ask baby to do that for me. :DDDDDDDDDDD

gonna accompany baby watch him play soccer at fico ltr in the evening again. i dont used to be so nice.... 做人家的女朋友就是这样咯. hai... HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH! just kidding lah! :D

CIAO.
shit. i think im experiencing mooodswing nw. going to find my solution(BABY) now! ((:

Mobilized ; KBox

2009-06-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
the thought of baby in his uniform, putting on an almost crying sad face telling me that he needs to be back in camp for mobilization tickles me every single seconds. omg. i still cannot stop laughing at it now. LOLLLLLLLLL

yes. its saturday and im home blogging. baby was asked to report on a saturday which turns him super off cuz saturday's girlfriend day! yet he's being mobilized. LOL had k session in the morning with baby and ting before he received his call. had a great time as always. going crazy at all the songs. TING'S FRIEND ALL PUT US AEROPLANCE! (U) we went to the newly open kbox over at safra jurong. everything's damn new and their menu screen is damn coooool & unique plus they're having a $10 nett promotion! ^^

send baby home to get his stuff and get changed into his uniform before he heads back to the camp in boonlay. had a goood time laughing tgt with his mom at him! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! and i kept laughing even whn im driving. all the way till he left the car. i think im damn evil. >.<

was just discussing with my girlies during the dinner the other day bout my acceptance letter for uni. hahahaha. i got mine this morning. ((: HOHOHOHO. cant wait for sch to starts man! :)))))

okay. baby just called. he's dismissed alr.
MEEETING HIM FOR DINNNNNNNER FOR THE FIRST TIME WEARING HIS UNIFORM.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

OMGGZXZXZZZZZ? TELL ME HOW TO STOP LAUGHING? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!! I SWEAR HE IS DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

BLANK?

2009-06-11T16:30:00.007+08:00

edited

im feeling ______________________________________________________________________.
eh. i dontknow. its a mixture of pain. emptiness. happiness. sadness. anger. confuse.

many times. you see me blogging abt how happy i am doing in my life. many times. you hear me blogging abt how wonderful my life is everytime. perhaps. you're so wrong. im not happpy. not happy at all. i'm suffering like no one will ever knows. my hands' shivering. i feel like im so torn apart yet i'm not sheding any tears anymore. my heart is numb. i cant feel it anymore.

maybe everything is just my own doings. my own thinkings. if you say i totally deserves it, yes. i know. i seriously deserve it then. i wish everyone as be as understanding as my gfs. quick! go ask them how to cure my fucking moodswing nw.

meeting my girls for impromtu dinnnnnner.
<3

am feeling so much better alr. ignore wht ive type before i went out to meet my girls. thts how bad my mooodswing normally is. but anw. i had a great night out with them. love the neverending gossips! weeeeeeeeeee! goodnight. (:

maybe.. maybe you're right.

Crazy Doings ; Termination Salvation ; Damn Weather!

2009-06-11T00:56:00.001+08:00

dont know wht baby and i have been up to lately. we have beeen crazily plurking each other, sending MMSes to each other at super random times. showing monkey faces to each other while making video calls to each other, texting each other when we're actually just beside each other. LOLLLLLLLLLLLL. :DDDDDDDDDDD you dont need roses and expensive treats to be happy, all you need is someone who loves you for who you are and make you the happppiest girl. <3

caught terminator salvation with baby last evening. i dont knw wht got into me cuz i was the one who suggested watching this movie. o.O hahahaaaa. the movie's not bad but it was alil complicated in the front part. worth catching. heh. its quite touching actually. :D

the weather in Singapore is really getting up my nerves. urghhhhhhh! i miss hopping ard the house and shivering like crazy early in the morning back in states. ): i misssss running over to the car whnever i start exiting the mall cuz the temp in the car is always warmer than th surrounding temp over thr. i misss putting on so many so many so many layers of clothes and never get sick of it. omggggxzxzzzzzzzz. hate it whn the weather is so humid yet i've to force myself to bathe in warm water cuz im so used to bathing in hot water tht i'll definitely confirm chopchop catch a cold whnever i bathe using cold water. -.-" to think tht i can even sweat not moving at all in the house esp whn im those kind who rarely sweats. dammmn!

was really terrified when i saw my current skin condition because ive beeen staying in the aircon rooom for nearly 24hrs every single day. i seldom apply moisturiser unless i'm being nag at, i dont drink water because i really hate it plus ive got REALLY REALLY REALLLLLLLY dry skin which is totally seriously not helping at all. )): feeeel like ive aged alot suddenly. omg. helloooooooooooo~ i'm just going 20........................ need to start doing sthing. T.T

so tired with all the rantings. gonna turn in now. having beeen slping well for the past few nights. ZzZzzzzz. goooodnight. all i ask for is just everything to go according to mee. (:

Dimsum ; Neoprints ; Dating

2009-06-09T14:03:00.002+08:00

the other day, i had a hard time trying to guess whr baby's bringing me for dinner. we ended up at mongkok dimsum over at geylang. lol. we had our late dinner only at 9plus. i rly hate those kind of crowd..

the dimsum turns out unexpectedly good. :D esp the carrotcake. really cannot stop thinking abt it. >.> the prawn crisp is fabulous. really! lol.

walked all the way bck to aljunied station. i. seriously. loathe. people. over. thr. but food at geylang is always thumbsup! wads w the world. argh.

weeekends were gooooooooood. finally a proper date w baby after so long. past weeks were always with my sis or mom. or stocking/looking for herlittlealley's stuff. T.T

im so addicted to plurking! hehehehehe. baby's under my influence too. :D we're both happily plurking away every single day. love to see karma points keeps coming in! we go crazy to the extend of plurking in the middle of our lunch at shokudo last sunday whn i went to surprise him during lunch. (:

Baby is best at being impromtu so we ended up catching hannah montana the movie on saturday. the movie is really awesome & hilarious. i laugh so hard tht my laughters became uncontrollable. LOL. before we went out, we had a great time playing with my mirror. lol.

headed over to town for neoprint sessssion because baby and i have been raving over it for quite some time. :D he keeps insisting tht i was the one who wanted it. but noooooooo. he was the one who started it! lol. we were really lucky cuz' we were given a second chance to retake our neos. the machine was switched off halfway while we're decorating our pictures. as usual, baby came out with lots of poses and im only oblige to listen to him. >.> to think tht yours truly dont rly like posing for neos and i cant pose for godsake! hahahahaha.

were rly famished at the end of the night. it was already quite late yet we haven had our dinner. T.T drove over to holland to satisfy the craving for hotplate tofu. :D love it whn we have so much fav food in common. (: you knw, its quite fun to snatch your fav food frm each other & it dont usually taste nicer whn youre having it alone. lol

i hving tuesday blues.
cant wait for weeekends! >.>

everything gooood cept for a few ups & downs. hate the reality of lives. i dont understand why must thr be a procedure to follow in life. why cant things be more flexible. but junhao just said tht everything is predestined. i rly agree. im afraid to see the future, yet curious to knw abt it. just hope tht everyday, i will be happy. just this will do. i dont dare to ask much anymore. i just hate it whn things doesnt go my way. guess im really self centered. really hate it whn people setup a big joke on me. i cannot take it. i really cannot.

whtever it is. i just hate the reality of live. i hate how materialistic the world is. i thought my own fate's suppose to lie in my own hands? why does it seems tht my fate just dont lies in me? why am i responsible for anything and everything? guess i deserves it anyway. cuz i chose it? no. im not even given an option in the first place.

it was meiting's birthday ytd. really happy for her cuz her celebration was a blast! hope you like the very 'special' birthday present i gave. all thanks to baby. he and his nonsense as always. HAHAHAHA.

i know you love me right? yes. you do. i know! ((: so... visit now! :D
Her Little Alley - Collection 3
Her Little Alley - Collection 3
Her Little Alley - Collection 3
Her Little Alley - Collection 3
Her Little Alley - Collection 3
Her Little Alley - Collection 3

Her Little Alley ; Collection #3

2009-06-08T23:07:00.003+08:00

Collection 3 launched!
do supppppport! thankyou! :D

did try to blog, but decided to draft it cuz i need to help baby with the new launch. will blog tml. too tired to continue now. love you people. tummy's not cooperating w me today. dont knw why. hate this queezy kind of feeling.
nights.

FUCK life

2009-06-05T14:01:00.001+08:00

shit!
now im stuck between twitter & plurk. ): i happened to sign up for both at the same time and then realised tht i dont rly knw how to use twitter and i dont hv people to follow at all till i saw serene and syahira's blog tht they're both using twitter too. omgzxzxzzzzzzzzz. why this time whn im very satisfied w my plurk and receiving more karma points. lol.

okay. just give me some time to think abt it :D

i had a terrible afternoon ytd. sometimes i just wish i can be happy forever. thanks serene darling. sometimes u just need someone to wake u up whn youre feeling so miserable. i have this really bad habit ; i tend to feel like its the end of the world whn im upset. i knw i need to really kick this habit off but then agn, then agn, im pessimistic. well... life is like tht.

last night was great. it was funny how i tried so hard to guess whr we're heading to for dinner. love baby to max! (: thanks for trying so hard to make me smile. iknw my tantrums were terrible last night. im sorry i think too much. ): but sometimes if you think too much, it'll be good cuz you need to expect sthing tht u least expected it. i always expect the worst in life so tht i wont be overly upset whn the news breaks.

haven been on good terms w mum lately. but serene keeps telling me tht afterall she's still my mom, she loves me. yah. im self centered. probably because of my upbringing. i knw, i take things for granted too easily but i think thts the basic they shld provide. yes. bringing a child up is difficult. den why bother to give birth to me in the first place? why let me suffer? i know i shld be contented w wht i shld have now. if you ask me to compare myself to those kids in africa. why not try asking me to compare myself to those living in luxury? eh. i knw i sound like im very unreasonable. spoilt brat. pampered mummy's daddy's girl. but whts wrong w being greedy? i just want to be a lil happier.

i just want to be a lil older. i just want to have everything tht i wish i have right nw. you realise sthing? its only whn i start working for my dad, i'll start hving weird moodswings ever nw & then. maybe you dont know how much ive suffered. its okay. no one knows. life's nv fair and will nv be.

THE TEARS JUST CANT STOP FLOWING.
FUCK IT.

Udders ; Love

2009-06-03T22:38:00.002+08:00

what else can be better than waking up early in the morning having baby by your side still hving you in his arms, greeted w a morning kiss accompanied w my all time fav sausage mcmuffin for breakfast. :D loveyou boy! :))

its been awhile since ive caught a blueblack but i woke up ytd morning w one on my albow! den i came to realise tht the veryveryvery(?) gentle baby of mine bit my albow the day before when i was slping. -.-" & now he still claims tht the blueblack wasnt cause by him. nt him den who?!?!! O.O

caught night at the museum 2 w Baby. pretty hilarious bt NATM1 seems nicer thou. idk? i just think so. lol

was reading up my past entries ytd afternooon. realised how much ive change within a year. no longer as interesting as the past. maybe i dont feel tht attached to my blog anymore. perhaps i shld make it a point to at least blog everyday then. :)

the other day w the bffs at udders was so fun. guess they are the only ones who can really make my day. bet the conv. were so much better thn those icecreams! :D

somehow i got addicted to plurking. HAHAHAHAHA. its prettty cool lah. go join quick! and give me karma points. lol :D

izzit me or what? i think im getting more introvert.
shit. >.<

suck.

2009-06-01T14:06:00.005+08:00

1st, i suck as a girlfriend.
2nd, i suck as a daughter.
now, i think i suck as a friend.

so? who know me the best.

yes. i do have terrible moodswing. :(

"its amazing how much pain a heart can take"

different types of love

2009-05-29T15:17:00.002+08:00

I AM FINALLY MEETING MY GIRLFRIENDS LATER IN THE EVENING.
I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT BECAUSE THEY ARE ONE IMPT SOURCE OF HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE.

thru the years, we have gone thru so much, been thru so much together.
we once promise each other tht we'll still be thr for each other even if we're rly old & we will still celebrate our birthdays together whn we're 50... (:

i am really happy and bless to have them in my life.
people often ask me, choose one.
your friends or bf?

i admit. im often dumbfounded whnever people throw me this question. i can nv answer them because they are both equally impt in my life. w/o gary, who am i going to spend my life with? w/o friends, wht am i going to do when i quarrelled with baby? its the same whn i ask u, is ur dad or ur mum more impt to you? speechless? lol. the love for baby and the love for my friends are two different types of love. its how u look at it.

yes. i know most of you would most probably tell me tht i should put gary as my first/top priority but you dont know how much ive been thru w this bunch of awesome friends. you dont know how much we seeek solace from each other whnever we're down. you dont know how much ups&downs, how much htht we're done. we've all learn, grow, cry and laugh tgt.

haha. nuff said. who really understands how much we've been thru afterall?

maybe.. maybe im still young. i haven even touch 20. im nt ready to even settle dwn. maybe one day, i'll start prioritising them in my life. who knows? you may not agree w wad ive said. anw, you dont need to agree either. (:

i knw how boring it is to see the same people appearing over and over again in my blog. heh.. who cares!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I FEEL SO AP.
whtever.

thankyou baby. i knw its a mini celeb for us but everyday is monthsary lah. :D
i know i look so pale and sick.
i miss my voiceeeeee and i miss the taste of foood. >.>
cant for night to fall! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
come back for more pretty photos! :D

SICK.

2009-05-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

sorethroat. fever. cough. flu.
sucks to be so sick cuz i basically can do nth! no good food either. -.-
whats worst. i think im so immune to the flu med tht i no longer feels drowsy. ):

my life is getting boring because i basically slack from monday to friday in my daddy's office... just wish life can be better. haiiiii.................

met up w serene tgt with baby the day before for a quick lunch and she came over to my place. am really happy to have a great friend like her. i hope you had a great day over at the west! and pls. no more 3 hrs of bus ride lah. aiyoooh. loveyou. (:

its finally thurs after a long weeeeeeeeek. happy 4th month baby. haha. he claims tht its only the 3rd cuz i spend an entire month over at states. lol. =P we're suppose to be heading out tonight but it seems quite impossible nw cuz im so sick. ): im as good as voiceless. urgh.

meeeting up my gfs tml. (: cant wait!
im really touched when we're all so busy yet we're all trying so hard to arrange for a meet up.

i was browsing F21 website and i saw so many pretty looots. i wish i am in states now. ): i wanna conquer the 3 storey high of F21 again...........

i want to conduct spreeeeeeee le laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. >.<

觉得自己真得满失败的。
什么都做不好。
有时候真得很想做好一样东西，
可是又怕周围的人的批评。
hai.